Swallowing,Itakeastepforwardandthenanother.Rafereachesforme,andIslipmyhandintohiswithouteventhinking,hisbig,roughfingerssostrongandsecurearoundminethatIinstantlyfeelsafer.
Voicegravelly,heasks, "Isthat--"
Itisn'treallyaquestion.HeknowsaswellasIdothatitis.Squeezinghispalm,mythroatdry,Inod.
Deepintheheartoftheconflagrationisaslowlyspinningcircle.It'smadeoffireitself,butthroughthelicksofflame,darkmetalgleamsinintricatefiligreesandswoopingarcs.
Myentirechestsucksinward.
TheCrownOfCinders.We'vefoundit.Atlast.
It'slikeadambreaksinsideme.Iledmymatesherebasedonamythfromastorybook.Myfriendsareriskingtheirlivesoutsidethistombaspartofafull-scale,kamikaze-styleattack,basedonmyhunch.
AndIwasright.It'shere.
"Goon."InudgeRafe.Allhehastodoisreachintotheflameandpulloutthecrown,andwecanfinallyendthisthing.
Whenhedoesn'tmove,Iglanceupathim.Hisbrowsarepinched,hismouthturneddownatthecorners.
Myeasyconfidencethreatenstofalter. "Rafe?"
Heblinks,andtheuncertainexpressiononhisfacemeltsaway.Herubsmyknucklewiththepadofhisthumb,aneasy,self-assuredsmilereplacinghisfrown.Histoneisallswaggerashesays, "Watchthis."
Tinglesofmagicgatherinmyfingersandmytoes,heatbloomingwithinmygut.Rafewaveshisfreehand,anddeeporangeflamesengulfhisarm.
Oneflickofhiswristandtheburningpyreatthecenteroftheroomexplodes.
Myothermatesflinchassparksshootoutward,buttheheatpassesrightthroughme,leavingblankspacearoundtheCrown.Itakeastepforward.
ButtheinstantIdo,Rafe'smagicfalters,andthere'sasuddenvoidinthepitofmyabdomen.Iturnbacktohim,stunned,andhiseyesflipwidewithnakedfear,andohGods.
"Rafe--"
Inthenextinstant,thefirecomesroaringbacktolife,biggerandhotterandmoreterrifyingthanbefore.
"I--"Rafeletsgoofmyhand,andanymagicwe'dhadleftgutters--andthengoesout.
RAFE
Whatthefuck.
What.Theactual.Fuck.
TheFireDragonwithinmeroars,andblacksmokeburnsthebackofmythroat.Wearefire.We'reflamebornofnothing.Themagicalblazebeforeusshouldbeunderourdominion.
Butitdoesn'tgiveashitaboutmymagic.
Itryagain,butthere'snospark.MyconnectionwithEmberisstrongenough;itspowerbeatsinmychest.Butthecrackleofmagicbetweenourhandshasgonesilentanddark.
Igrowl,squeezingherfingerstootightly.
"Rafe--?"
"Shh."Ishakemyhead,andIknowI'mbeingadick,butIhavetofocus.
Justlastnight,IbreathedfireintoEmber'ssoul.Shewasfreakingoutaboutthecertaindeathwewereabouttowalkinto,andIremindedherthatthere'sareasontofight.
That'swhatIdo.I'mfireandrage,andyeah--that'sgottenmeintroublemorethanonce.I'mthehot-headed,impulsivelivewire.Thedisappointmentofmyfamily;thethrowawayheirwhowasalwaysdoomedtoself-immolate.