His skin. I had never felt something so soft. Even with the coolness of it, it warmed me deep inside. I wanted to say something, but I couldn’t think of anything to explain what I was feeling. All I wanted was to feel him.
Every part of him.
I placed my other hand on the other side of his face, pulled him into me and our lips came crashing together. Even though we had kissed before, it felt nothing like this.
Those fucking pills.
I’m sure they did more than take away my pull to him, probably something that had to do with this room, but I didn’t care about any of that right now.
All that mattered was Sebastian and this moment I had with him.
He pulled away to say, “I have been waiting for this. For you. For so long.”
I looked at him confused. Had he known this entire time?
“Since I arrived here?” I asked.
“You’ve haunted me for eighty fucking years, Violet.”
I pulled his face back to mine, forcing our lips together as I climbed on his lap. I opened my mouth, and his tongue slid in.
I felt him harden beneath me, and I let out a moan.
I needed him. So badly.
I had denied the feelings and denied myself him for so long. But not anymore.
I wasn’t in the wrong for how I felt. I shouldn’t feel guilty thinking of him.
He was my mate. The one natural thing in this world of magic and power and everyone fighting for control one way or another.
I was made for him.
With my moan, he deepened the kiss, and my hands slid down, tugging at his shirt.
He pulled his shirt off over his head and wrapped his arm around my waist before picking me up and laying me on the floor. He climbed on top of me, trailing kisses down my neck before coming back to my mouth, devouring it like he had been starved.
“I want you,” I said through the kisses.
He pulled away, causing me to whimper, and gave me an uneasy look.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.”
He stood up, staring down at my naked body as he unbuttoned his pants. He pushed them down to show his large length. My insides tightened at the thought of what was to come.
I needed him. Every part of him. Every inch of him.
He knelt down, hovering his body over mine, before slowly moving closer and closer to me, never taking his eyes off of mine. He stopped at my entrance, allowing me to only feel the tip, which only made my need grow stronger. I lifted my hips to him and begged him with my eyes. He chuckled before he obliged and thrust deep inside of me.
I let out a moan and wrapped my arms around him, clawing at his back. He pulled out slightly before he thrust back in again. Another moan escaped my lips as I tilted my head back, engulfed in pleasure.
Sebastian grabbed the back of my head, bringing me to look at him again as he stilled inside of me. “You’re mine, Violet,” he murmured.
“I’m yours,” I whispered, “all yours.”
With those words, the words he had so desperately wanted to hear from me, I felt something deep inside of me forming, connecting me to him. Our unbreakable bond.