Page 61 of Silent Desires

Me:What are you doing tonight?

Angel:Just resting.

Me:I wish you could come over.

Angel:Me too.

Me:Yea?

Angel:Of course, I love being with you guys.

My heart skips a beat at her casual use of the L word. I knew what she meant, I just wanted to be around her all the time, too. She was like a magnet that pulled me in.

Me:And if you were here, what would you want to do?

Angel:I don’t know.

Me:I’m sure you have some ideas…

Angel:You could give me some options.

Me:Hmm.. alright.

Me:Would you want to do something fun, relaxing or exciting?

Angel:If I chose all 3, what would you suggest we do?

Me:We could start by watching tv while we sit on the couch snuggling and eating popcorn.

Angel:That sounds fun.

Me:Then as you get more and more comfortable you’d lean against me, and I’d put my arm around you, stroking my fingers over your hair.

Angel:That sounds exciting.

Me:No, that’s the relaxing part.

Angel:So when does it get exciting?

Me:When you turn your face to mine and I kiss you. Then I’d lay you down on your back and press myself against you, worshipping your mouth.

Dom said to keep it PG-13, but a little sexting couldn’t hurt, right? But when a few minutes have passed, and she hasn’t replied, I worry I’ve scared her off.

Me:Did I scare you, Angel?

Angel:I just… didn’t know you felt that way.

Really? After all the flirting and hugs, she still didn’t realize I was attracted to her?

Me:Angel, I care about you… a lot. Not only are you beautiful on the outside, but you’re sweet and kind and I love being around you.

Angel:Do you really mean that?

Me:I do.

Angel:Thank you Jasper. I care about you, too.

Me:I wish you were here right now so I could hug you.

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