I haven’t fucked someone in a very long time.
I’m not sure I could be the type of guy she needs.
“Sunny?”
Is she there?
I listen closely and almost choke on my tongue when I notice her heavier breathing.
If she’s touching herself, I’ll die.
The veins on my forearm bulge with need. I adjust myself again.
“I’m here.”
She’s breathless.
Fuck me.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
“Lying in my bed. What are you doing?”
Dying a slow death.
“Lying in my bed.” I pause. “Thinking about whether or not I should hang up the phone.”
Tell me to hang up, Sunshine. Please.
This goes against every single thing I’d preached from the beginning. Never get involved with a nanny. What’s that old saying? Never bite the hand that feeds you?
She has no idea that she feeds me, but God, she does.
“Don’t hang up.”
I clench my eyes shut. “You’re the one who’s supposed to be rational, Sunshine.”
“I’m younger than you. Aren’t youthe one who’s supposed to be rational? Set an example?”
She’s right.
I am.
But that wasbefore.
“You’re forgetting one thing, though.” I push on my dick, but this time, instead of adjusting myself, I keep my hand on top and press against it.
“What’s that?” Am I imagining that her breaths are becoming heavier?
“I’m a man.”
Her airy laugh makes me harder.
“Trust me. I’m aware,” she says.
I raise a brow. “Are you now?”
“I’ve seen your abs. I’m sure.”