Page 56 of My Wild Pet

I lie under my covers and stare at the ceiling. My mind races thinking about Briar and what Aefre is probably doing to her right now. I can’t help but remember the first time Aefre had sex with me. I’m not attracted to men, but I was attracted to him then. There was nothing more that I wanted than to have him dominate me. So I understand if Briar just gave herself over to him willingly. He’s trained us to do that. To do his bidding. To love him and to be obedient to him in every way.

The day after Fifi died, he came to me and I welcomed him. His closeness. How he comforted me then. How he mastered me.

I shake my head to displace the memory. What I want now is to masturbate thinking only about Briar. Thinking about our kiss in the cleansing room. Thinking about where that might have gone if we’d had the full hour alone.

Whatever she and Aefre are doing right now it’s only physical. When I make love to her it’ll be human to human, lover to lover. I’ll be so gentle and attentive, nothing like sex between trainer and pet. Someday, ma chère Briar, we will have our time.

It seems like an eternity before Kaelin arrives. As soon as he’s at the door, I walk out, but he stops me.

“Wait Ember,” he says as he attaches a leash. “I have to use this now after what happened with Ash earlier.”

I don’t reply. I don’t care. I just want sexual release.

Now that I’m all leashed up we begin walking toward the medical center. Human sperm is never just thrown away. As we enter, the doctor greets us, and I’m taken to a small room, not unlike solitary, except in this one the two other men join me.

I don’t wait for Kaelin to release me from my leash. I just pull my clothing down, my erect penis springing forward, surrounded by copious hair. I don’t even know if all of my pubic hair is my own. I was only sixteen years old when Aefre bought me and those first months were so traumatic, I don’t remember many of the details.

I remember the magic cross piercing though. A horizontal and vertical piercing through my penile head. It’s supposed to bring more pleasure to the women I have sex with. Although I’m rarely allowed to have sex with anyone. Aefre likes to keep me on a tight leash sexually.

Kaelin turns on the computer. “I have a holo of Ash running, her tits bouncing like crazy. It’s only a minute long, but given what happened today…” Kaelin says. He knows exactly what I want as the doctor does. We’ve all been together on theLuminous Arc, playing these roles for the last twelve years. These men have watched every sexual encounter I’ve ever had and sometimes even participated. Except for my kiss with Briar. Everything else has always been orchestrated by them.

“One minute will be enough,” I reply. I don’t even care that they are watching it too. Sometimes the doctor’s extra commentary on human body hair annoys me. But, when all three of us begin to watch Briar running, her breasts bouncing and her tail swaying behind her, I don’t even care what the doctor says.

“She’s such a beautiful human female. From her scans her vaginal canal is just long enough for the average human male, so she’d be a tight fit for any of us, and especially you Ember. Your dick would be so squeezed inside of Ash… I rarely envy Aefre, but lately when I see that human pet, I do.”

I stroke myself while I watch the holo of Briar running, trying to block out their conversation. I concentrate on her big breasts swinging as she sweats and runs in the video. The tail that matches her hair swishing erotically behind her. I think someday, she’ll be mine. If even for only a day. I imagine having sex with her in the cleansing room under the running water. Pinning her to the side of the shower and entering her as I kiss her. Now that I have the doctor’s extra information about the size of her vagina, I can add it to my fantasy. My dick pushed inside of her so tightly…

“When she’s fully trained I hope that I’ll be able to experience sex with her,” the doctor says. “I’d love to fuck her holding that tail.”

“I prefer her defiant spirit,” Kaelin says, “I don’t care about her body. It’s her heart. She’s so rebellious you can see it in her eyes. No doubt she’d love a strong hand. Spanking. Being tied up. Being dominated. I’m sure that’s what Aefre is doing right now and I envy him.”

Unable to block them out all I can think is,This is what makes me different.I don't want her for either of those reasons—Mon Dieu, Je l'adore—truly. I adore her. Thinking about that,it’s not long before I’m coming hard into the doctor’s vial which he holds for me.

“That’s it, Ember. Stroke it out. You know how to do it. Good boy.”

I look down as the clear medical container seals automatically with my sticky white semen in it. I don’t ask what the doctor’s going to do with it. I never do. The truth is I don’t want to know. The less I know about genetic testing or children I’ve inadvertently fathered in the galaxy, the better. It’s not that I don’t care, I just want to be able to sleep at night.

“Should we wait?” the doctor asks, meeting my eyes.

I take a deep breath.Do I need to masturbate to her again?“Yes. Again.”

“I thought so,” says the doctor. “Those breasts are pretty amazing and you see her every day, bouncing.”

“You like her defiance too, don’t you Ember?” Kaelin asks me.

I nod. I don’t want to discuss what I like about Briar with these men. She’s mine in my mind even if she’s not yet in reality.

“Do you want the same holo?” the doctor asks me. “Or we could get the feed from Aefre’s room. You know he keeps it open to track his pets’ progress.”

Do I want to see Aefre fucking Briar?I’m so tempted. I meet the doctor and Kaelin’s eyes. I know they want to watch it.

“If we turn that on,” Kaelin says, “I’ll have to relieve myself too.”

“Same,” says the doctor. “But there’s nothing stopping us from watching it.” The doctor checks something on his device that gives a readout of all the pets’ health. “He’s definitely had sex with her. There’s semen in her vagina, mouth, throat…”

“I want to watch it,” I say before I can think about it too much. I want to know. To torture myself. To see if she reallyloves him or to see if it’s the same pet to trainer sex I had with Aefre.

The doctor and Kaelin share a smile. Three more vials for semen appear and the doctor begins the holo when the two other men have pulled down their trousers. This is new for me. Usually they’re just watching me, but now all of us are masturbating together while watching Aefre and Briar. It’s almost like we are worshipping Aefre in a strange god-like fashion, our semen the offering.

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