Page 135 of Slap Shot

“If you’re going to pick a guy to spend your time with, Hudson is one of the best ones. He’ll be gentle with you,” she says.

I know where things go when you spend time with someone. Feelings get deeper, you become more involved. For as reluctant as I’ve been to even consider a relationship with someone, I can’t deny how drawn to him I am.

The subconscious part of my brain that’s actively shot down the idea of dating must feel safe with Hudson. I wouldn’t have kissed him like that if I wasn’t curious, if I wasn’t interested in testing the waters of something serious, something permanent.

“Hopefully not too gentle when you finally get him in bed.” Emmy smirks. “Women who are mothers have needs to.”

“I’ll drink to that,” Maven says, and we all laugh.

I hand over the bottle of wine and pour her another glass. I don’t have everything figured out yet. I don’t know where these feelings for Hudson might take me, but I do know one thing.

If I’m going to give anyone a chance, there’s no one better out there than him.

THIRTY-NINE

MADELINE

Me

Nice goal.

Blond Bombshell

I like that you’re watching my games, Mads. Your spectating grade is climbing higher every day.

Me

I can’t wait until I get an A.

You’ll be home tonight, right?

Blond Bombshell

Yeah. Late, though. We don’t land until midnight.

Me

Lucy has a sleepover at a classmate’s house. I can wait up.

Blond Bombshell

You sure? It’s going to be past one a.m.

Me

Yeah. I’ve missed you. The place isn’t the same without you here.

Blond Bombshell

I’ve missed you too.

How’s your dad doing?

Me

Much better. The tests didn’t show any signs of concern, but the doctor still wants him to work on his diet.

Blond Bombshell

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