"I had to read yours, Tessa.Not because I expected you to write something like this, but because I wanted to see if you used your brilliantbrain."
"But you hated it?" My eyes move from the page to meet hers, and I can see she cares about my opinion.
"No, sweetheart. It brought out every emotion I’d been suppressing, which is why I kicked everyone out.The way you wrote it was beautiful, butit screwed with my head." I lower my hand and start to draw lazy circles on her thigh. "I’ve missed talking to you, Tessa."
"Me too." She rolls onto her side, hooks her leg over my waist, and begins dragging her nails across my chest. "What happens after tonight?"
"What do you want?"
"You, as much of you as you can give me anyway." Her words cause me to pause as my sister's voice suddenly echoes in my head.One day, you'll look at someone, and your soul will ache to touch them. Don't hide from your feelings just because they scare you.I allow the memory of Kimberley's words to fade away almost as fast as they arrive, focusing on the beautiful woman lying next to me.
"You won't be in school forever, Tessa. This is just a brief moment in time before we can be as open as we want."
"You're talking like this could be a long-term thing."
"It can be as long as you want it to be. I'm sure you'll want more from a relationship at some point, so I'll take what I can get till then." I'm having a hard time figuring out what she's thinking right now. Her pretty green eyes are giving nothing away. I'm happy she's asking questions because I want us to be on the same page, but she looks a little confused. I get it. My fucked-up views about relationships are just that: fucked-up. I know what I can offer herand what I need back, but the decision will always be hers because if it isn't enough, I'll have to let her go. "I'm not here to waste my time or yours, sweetheart. While we're doing this, it'll only be you. I'm not looking for anything or anyone else."
"Good to know," she replies, her lips curling up into a mischievous smile.
She glides her fingers across my naked chest, teasingly dragging her nails across my skin, causing my cock to jerk in my boxers. The lust-filled craze I feel from the slightest touch makes me one decision away from ignoring my rules and stripping her of her virginity right fucking now.
With a deep breath, I reach out and tightly grip herwrist, keeping it at a distance from my body. "I don’t think you understand how difficult it is for me to lie here with you like this, Tessa." I release my hold on her, and she casts her eyes toward my lips. "I’m trying to be a gentleman."
"I don't want you to be a gentleman." She boldly pushes her way up my body and brushes her tongue along my bottom lip. "I want you to let me taste you."
I draw closer, firmly pressing my lips against hers, longing for the taste of her tongue—the tongue that I desperately want to feel on my cock. Her nails dig into my chest, and with a heavy breath, I pull away and murmur, "On your knees, Tessa."
She climbs out of bed and drops to the ground, kneeling on the luxurious gray carpet. Watching her display of submissionalmost drives me to the edge of ecstasy. My fantasy of having her on her knees as I feed her my cock is quickly coming to life, and when I pull down my boxers, her eyes light up with excitement.
"You want this?" She nods, and I start to stroke myself, moving my hand up and down my painfully hard cock as I step closer to her. "You have no idea how many times I've imagined you like this in front of me."
"And you have no idea how many times I've thought about how good your cum will taste."
Dirty girl.
"Open up." Her tongue slides out as she opens wide, and I push my length into her hot, wet mouth. The sight of her like this is one I've been craving, one I've been thinking about since the moment she stepped into the coffee shop that day, and if her pussy feels as incredible as her mouth, I'm going to be addicted after one stroke.
She allows me all the way down her throat before I pull out, dragging her tongue over my head and licking me like she's starving for me. My eyes close briefly as she firmly grips my dick and covers it with her mouth, showing an insatiable hunger, and I willingly surrender myself to her, eager to satisfy her appetite.
"Look at me, Tessa. Don't take your eyes off me."I push my hands into her hair and look down into those piercing green eyes as I start to fuck her mouth. Her hand moves to my balls, tugging my sack and sending a surge of heat down my spine. I get lost in her eyes as tears start to sparkle in them, tempting me to drive my cock deeper down her throat. "You look so fucking beautiful like this." I keep thrusting, filling her throat. "God, you take me so well."
She gasps when I suddenly pull away and lean down to kiss her—I need to fucking kiss her, and as I pull away, she bites down on my lip.
"Open up for me," she moans at my command and takes the length of me again. "That's it. Good girl, just like that." I gather her hair in my hands, moving it to the side so I can watch as she sucks. "Fuck, I'm going to come." I explode with a roar as her grip on my cock tightens. She swallows every last drop of me, her lips worshipping me as she gives me the best damn head I've ever had.
Seconds later, I release my hold on her hair, giving her mouth some room, and a smile forms on her lips as she licks me clean. I lower my head and lift her chin, kissing her affectionately before sighing deeply.
"You're amazing, sweetheart." I help her up from the floor, then gently set her on the edge of the bed. "Wait there a second."
I disappear into the bathroom, find a washcloth, and place it beside the sink in my ensuite. Additionally, I grab a brand-new toothbrush for her and set it next to the cloth.
When I return to the room, she stares at me with a smile that I'm pretty sure I'd do anything for. "Use whatever you need to." I give her a tender kiss on her forehead before she walks away, and I climb into bed.
In a matter of minutes, she bounces back into the room and jumps onto the bed beside me, glowing with the most infectious energy. She snuggles on her side, with her hands tucked under her face, and I mirror her by lowering myself in the bed to be eye-level with her.
"What's with that smile?"
How did I end up with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen lying beside me?