He had no voice here, but he spoke her name. Threw it across the gulf between them.
Slowly, she turned to him.
It was her face—or it would be in a few years. When she Settled.
But it wasn’t the slightly older features that knocked the breath from him.
It was the hand on her rounded belly.
She stared toward him, hair still flowing. Behind her, four small figures emerged.
Rowan fell to his knees.
The tallest: a girl with golden hair and pine-green eyes, solemn-faced and as proud as her mother. The boy beside her, nearly her height, smiled at him, warm and bright, his Ashryver eyes near-glowing beneath his cap of silver hair. The boy next to him, silver-haired and green-eyed, might as well have been Rowan’s twin. And the smallest girl, clinging to her mother’s legs … A fine-boned, silver-haired child, little more than a babe, her blue eyes harking back to a lineage he did not know.
Children. His children. Their children.
With another mere weeks from being born.
His family.
The family he might have, the future he might have. The most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.
Aelin.
Their children pressed closer to her, the eldest girl peering up to Aelin in warning.
Rowan felt it then. A lethal, mighty black wind sweeping for them.
He tried to scream. Tried to get off his knees, to find some way to them.
But the black wind roared in, ripping and tearing everything in its path.
They were still staring at him as it swept them away, too.
Until only dust and shadow remained.
Rowan jerked awake, his heart a frantic beat as his body bellowed tomove, tofight.
But there was nothing and no one to fight here, in this dusty field beneath the stars.
A dream. That same dream.
He rubbed at his face, sitting up on his bedroll. The horses dozed, nosign of distress. Gavriel kept watch in mountain-lion form just beyond the light of the fire, his eyes gleaming in the dark. Elide and Lorcan didn’t stir from their heavy slumber.
Rowan scanned the position of the stars. Only a few hours until dawn.
And then to Akkadia—to that land of scrub and sand.
While Elide and Lorcan had debated where to go, he’d weighed it himself. Whether to fly to Doranelle alone and risk losing precious days in what might be a fool’s search.
Had Vaughan been with them, had Vaughan been freed, he might have dispatched the warrior in his osprey form to Doranelle while they continued on to Akkadia.
Rowan again considered it. If he pushed his magic, harnessed the winds to him, the two weeks it would take to reach Doranelle could be done in days. But if he somehow did find Aelin … He’d waged enough battles to know he’d need Lorcan and Gavriel’s strength before things were over. That he might jeopardize Aelin in trying to free her without their help. Which would mean flyingbackto them, then making the agonizingly slow trip northward.
And with Akkadia so close, the wiser choice was to search there first. In case the commander today had spoken true. And if what they learned in Akkadia led them to Doranelle, then to Doranelle they would go. Together.
Even if it went against every instinct as her mate. Her husband. Even if every day, every hour, that Aelin spent in Maeve’s clutches was likely bringing her more suffering than he could stand to consider.