Yet he couldn’t. Couldn’t stop himself from wondering how many had lost family, friends, in the battle by the river. In the weeks of fighting before that. How many were still praying that the streaming lines of soldiers making their way toward the city would reveal a loved one.
His fault, his burden. His choices had led them here. His choices had left so many bodies in the snow, a veritable path of them from the southern border, all the way to the Florine.
The white castle loomed, larger with every hill they ascended. At least they had that—the advantage of higher ground.
At least they had that.
Darrow and the other lords were waiting.
Not in the throne room, but in the spacious council chamber on the other side of the palace.
The last time Aedion had been in the room, a preening Adarlanian prick had presided over the meeting. The Viceroy of Terrasen, he’d called himself.
It seemed the man had taken his finery, chairs and wall hangings included, and run off the moment the king had been killed.
So an ancient worktable now served as their war desk, an assortment of half-rotting chairs from various rooms in the castle around it. Currently occupied by Darrow, Sloane, Gunnar, and Ironwood. Murtaugh, to Aedion’s surprise, was amongst them.
They rose as Aedion and his companions entered. Not out of any respect to Aedion, but for the royals with him.
Ansel of Briarcliff surveyed the piss-poor space, as she’d done for the entirety of the walk through the dim and dreary castle, and let out a low whistle. “You weren’t kidding when you said Adarlan raided your coffers.” Her first words in hours. Days.
Aedion grunted. “To the copper.” He halted before the table.
Darrow demanded, “Where is Kyllian?”
Aedion gave him a smile that didn’t reach his eyes. Ren tensed, reading the warning in that smile. “He bade me to go ahead while he led the army here.” Lie.
Darrow rolled his eyes, then fixed them upon Rolfe, who was stillfrowning at the shabby castle. “We have you to thank for the lucky retreat, I take it.”
Rolfe fixed his sea-green stare upon the man. “That you do.”
Darrow sat again, the other lords following suit. “And you are?”
“Privateer Rolfe,” the pirate said smoothly. “Commander in Her Majesty’s Armada. And Heir to the Mycenian people.”
The other lords straightened. “The Mycenians vanished an age ago,” Lord Sloane said. But the man noted the sword at Rolfe’s side, the sea dragon pommel. Had no doubt spied the fleet creeping up the Florine.
“Vanished, but did not die out,” Rolfe countered. “And we have come to fulfill an old debt.”
Darrow rubbed at his temple. Old—Darrow truly looked his age as he leaned against the table edge. “Well, we have the gods to thank for that.”
Lysandra said, simmering with rage, “You have Aelin to thank for that.”
The man narrowed his eyes, and Aedion’s temper honed itself into something lethal. But Darrow’s voice was exhausted—heavy, as he asked, “Not pretending today,Lady?”
Lysandra only pointed to Rolfe, then Ansel, then Galan. Swept her arm to the windows, to where the Fae royals and Ilias of the Silent Assassins tended to their own on the castle grounds. “All of them. All of them came here because ofAelin. Not you. So before you sneer that there is no Her Majesty’s Armada, allow me to tell you that thereis. And you are not a part of it.”
Darrow let out a long sigh, rubbing his temple again. “You are dismissed from this room.”
“Like hell she is,” Aedion growled.
But Murtaugh cut in, “There is someone, Lady, who would like to see you.” Lysandra raised her brows, and the old man winced. “I did not wish to risk leaving her in Allsbrook alone. Evangeline is in the northern tower—in my former granddaughter’s bedroom. She spotted your approach from the window and it was all I could do to convince her to wait.”
A polite, clever way to defuse the brewing storm. Aedion debatedtelling Lysandra that she could stay, but Lysandra was already moving, dark hair flowing behind her.
When she’d left, Aedion said, “She’s fought on the front lines at every battle. Nearly died against our enemies. I didn’t see any of you bothering to do the same.”
The group of old lords frowned with distaste. Yet it was Darrow who shifted in his seat—slightly. As if Aedion had struck upon a festering wound. “To be too old to fight,” Darrow said quietly, “while younger men and women die is not as easy as you would think, Aedion.” He glanced down, to the nameless sword at Aedion’s side. “It is not easy at all.”