“I want to mark you too.” I cry out as another smack echoes around after hitting my ass. I’m so fucking horny I feel like I could explode if he just put one finger inside of me.
I hear the flick of a knife and my core clenches, begging for it. Aching for him to do it. “All in due time little deer. I want to see you bleed for me. I want to watch you lose yourself on me but I need to feel you first.”
His words undo me and I feel the edge of an orgasm, just from this, goddamn, he really has a fucking tight hold on me and I don’t think I realized just how bad my body craves his kind of fucked up. Our crazies match, and this could end in nothing but blood, but at least we’d go out with a bang. Cold metal traces down my back, the sharp edge, teasing me as he moves it lower. I push my ass up, barely able to keep my toes on the ground as I urge him to do it. To make my flesh burn, to make me feel so fucking good.
“I’m going to fuck you with the knife first, get the edge off before you cum on my cock.” The cold metal enters me so hard that I gasp and come un-fucking-glued immediately, clenching and screaming through that first rushed orgasm. My breathing hits hard as I bite into the blanket, my hands still tied above my head and when my body relaxes, I let out a long breath and just let go.
Our monsters are going to fight out every dark fantasy we have tonight and he’s not wrong exactly, I will scream, probably pass out, and cum so many fucking times, but I will wear him out too. This isn’t a one sided fuck-n-cut. “If you don’t fucking cut me, I will flip this script real fast.” I warn him.
The knife bites into my skin and I feel the euphoria wash over me as the sting from the metal blade splits the skin on my ass. He moves the knife quickly, marring my skin just like I needed. Then he flips me over, drops to his knees and I feel his teeth sink into my thigh. When he releases I hear him moan, “I want to tattoo my bite on you.” He bites again, moving to the other thigh, and I’m almost certain he’s drawing blood this time. My back arches and I cry out from the pain, because I didn’t realize it hurt so much to get bitten. I knew what to expect from the knife, but his teeth like that is a whole new sensation that I will definitely want again and again.
I feel his nose trace against my clit as he inhales, “Fuck you smell so good.” The snarl vibrates against my clit, and I could cum again just from that. My entire body is on overdrive and overly sensitive.
“I need you inside me.” I cry out as he bites my clit. “Take these off.” I lift my hands, and watch as he cuts through the leather. I push up off the bed, forcing him to the ground and climb up his body until the tip of his dick rests between my legs. “You took too long.” I tell him, pulling the knife from his grip as I sink down on him, groaning as he stretches me so fucking perfectly. Once he’s fully inside me I pull up just a little and slam myself back down, hitting that perfect fucking spot inside as I take the knife and stab the floor next to his head. “Fucking hell.”
“Watch the face, little deer.” The menacing look on his face tells me that he’s thinking about doing something devilishly delicious and I can’t wait to see what he has in store for me.
Gliding my hips, I feel him inside of me as I leave the knife in the ground and raise my fist, slamming it down against his chest, hitting him hard as I cry out from the next orgasm that takes hold of me. He grips my hips and thrusts up into me, his nails digging into my skin.
“Take a deep breath, little deer.” He commands as my head falls forward. The second I breathe in, I’m flipped over, hitting the ground hard as his hand wraps around my throat and I go wide eyed as my pussy clenches around his cock. When I try to take a breath I realize he’s doing it again, forcing me to see stars. There’s something that happens inside of him when I’m on the edge of oblivion, dancing along the cusp of not existing that he enjoys. The way he looks down at me with the eyes of a sadistic killer, entranced with the excitement of what could happen if he held on for too long.
I’ve seen this look on other men, but never one I willingly offer up my body to be the one to find that edge. I’ve never given any man control like I have given Axel, and there’s something about how he takes it that makes me feel stupidly safe. Like yes, he’s going to hurt me, possibly kill me one day, but I’d fucking thank him and ask for more. Which is where the stupidity comes in at, because I’m here of my own volition at this point, letting him have his wicked ways with me.
So long as he lets me have my wicked ways in return, I honestly don’t see a problem with this kind of toxic love. I’ll drown myself in his poison, as long as I take him with me into the next life.
My lungs start to burn from holding my breath and my head starts to get that subtle ache that will lead into a huge headache later, but he’s made me crave this. The need to feel him taking my life, even if it’s just a game. The fear behind it is real, because he seriously might not let go one of these times.
He thrusts into me so hard that cuts on my ass rip against the floor, pulling further open. Reaching up I grab hair and pull him down to me, biting into his bottom lip until the wonderful metallic taste hits my tongue. The tears that I can’t help but cry fall from my eyes, tracing a line down the side of my head until it settles in my hair.
“My sweet and feisty little deer.” He thrust into me again. “I’m going to keep you forever.” He growls, burying himself into me deeper, like he’s trying to crawl his way into my skin. Finding his new home so he never has to be without me again. I welcome him with open legs to try every fucking chance he can.
I pop my lips open to say something back, but no words leave my lips. He choses that moment to shove his fingers into my mouth, forcing me to suck on them as he has his wicked ways with my body. When he slides his fingers down my throat I gag, but since I can’t breathe, it makes me fight him off and that’s when he grins. His eyes darkening in a challenge.
I thrust my hips up, use my hands to shove at him, and try like hell to fight him off. When he doesn’t budge but his grip tightens around my throat, my vision starts to fade as my eyes feel heavy. I do the only thing I have the strength for, I punch him in his face. Feeling my own knuckle crack as I hit his jaw, he loosens his grip just enough and I breathe quickly, replenishing my oxygen before he readjusts and cuts it off again.
The fingers that were down my throat are no longer there as he slaps me hard against my jaw. Which only makes my pussy clench as he continues to fuck me senseless. Dammit. That was fucking hot. Nodding my head, I stiffen my jaw and turn slightly, daring him to do it again.
My entire body feels like it could explode right now, and I’m one more orgasm away from detonating completely. When he pulls out of me I let out a whimper, fighting him yet wanting more. Stupid girl brain, all doped up on a sexy madman with a thick ass dick.
“Your lips are turning blue again.” He thrusts into me so hard that his grip on my throat tightens and my entire body shakes as I come, completely and utterly undone by him. “I’ll put a baby in this fucking belly.” He thrusts once more, stilling inside of me as my eyes fall close and my head tips to the side.