“I don’t know. I might like that.” But then I might not, and we’d be mid fuck and he’d pull my hair and I’d freak out.
“How about I put that down as a maybe. As long as you know that for me, it’s a no until you explicitly tell me it’s a yes. And I mean, very clearly, in full sentences. ‘I want you to pull my hair, Harle.’Or, ‘Please tie me up, Harle.’Got it?”
He was just making this so incredibly easy. “Got it.”
“Can I fuck you when you’re asleep?”
Oh. That one actually sounded good. Just lying there, with him… “Yes.”
“One of my favorites, so thanks for that. How about praise?”
“What do you mean?”
“You know, where I tell you how perfect your pussy is. And that you’re a good girl for taking my cock so well. Stuff like that.”
I was hot all over. “Um, yeah. That…. that sounds okay. Or good. That sounds good.”
He looked at me for a long moment then he winked. “Good girl.”
Oh lord, the way my core clenched, I had to squeeze my thighs together.
“Now, voyeurism is not really my style, but I can do it if you want it.”
“No, that’s fine.”
“Great. I do have a non-negotiable of my own, if you don’t mind.”
It seemed only fair. “Sure. Go ahead.”
“I want to be able to go down on you whenever I feel like it.”
Now my face wason fire.“Um, sure. I guess. If you like.”
“I do.”
I didn’t know what to make of that. The only time Brian ever went down on me was our wedding night. He’d made it very clear it was distasteful to him and that was that. Never again.
Harle dropped the clipboard on the table. “How are you doing over there? Lots of overthinking?”
“Um, yeah. Sorry.”
“No need to apologize. What’s freaking you out the most?”
My gaze slid from his and I bit my lip.
“You may as well tell me.”
“I’m, um, I’m worried that you’re going to be bored.”
His laugh was low and rumbly and not at all the reaction I expected. “I absolutely will not be bored. I can guarantee you that.”
“But—”
“There are no buts. Look at me.”
I forced my eyes back to his to find him watching me steadily.
“I’m going to enjoy every moment I’m fucking you. I’m going to enjoy it a lot. Got it?”