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It was too much, his gaze boring deep into mine examining my every expression, reading all the secrets I desperately wanted to hide to preserve my heart and soul. Everything was laid bare for Flynn to see.

He ground his hips into mine again, his cock churning in my core, and I erupted. Pleasure detonated through me, leaving me shaken and disorientated. His lips crashed into mine and I felt him follow me a few moments later as we both came together in a devastating explosion.

It was only when I lay wrapped in his arms, his chest rising and falling under my cheek, that I realised tonight he didn’t have sex with me, Flynn made love to me.

We’d broken every rule we put in place, tearing them up and scattering their ashes into the wind.

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Chapter Twenty-Three

Flynn

What the fuck had I done last night? I didn’t even remember to use a condom since we had fallen into this bed and done what I swore I’d never do. I’d handed her my worthless heart. Then we’d done it all again in the middle of the night when Charlotte climbed on top of me and sank down on my wayward dick. He was incredibly happy to ride in her bareback, and it was a habit I was going to have to control.

My phone bleeped beside the bed, but I ignored it as my mind was fucked up right now and I needed to try and get some clarity on what was happening.

Grandma used to say that as God made them, he matched them like a pair of socks. You only fully remembered who you were when they arrived into your life and completed you. I wanted to deny it, needed to be able to stand up and say Charlotte wasn’t the air I needed to survive. It would be a lie. She had walked straight into my life and completed me.

Fuck!

She wiggled, her fingers moving in the way they did as she began to waken up, her naked body naturally curving into mine. Charlotte stretched, and her lips pressed to my chest in a sleepy kiss.

“Morning,” I said, still staring up at the ceiling and hoping to find inspiration up there.

“Hmmm.” She snuggled deeper into the bed in an attempt to go back to sleep.

“That isn’t going to work,” I chastised her. “Our new engine arrives today.”

That got her attention, and she sat up, the sheet falling away to reveal her naked breasts. Even though he should be fully sated, my dick started to stir and take an interest in the situation.

She crawled over me, her lips pressed a soft kiss to mine. “Jordan told me it was you who organised me working with Cosworth.”

“Jordan has a big mouth,” I muttered.

She climbed over me, her lips meeting mine again. “Thank you. It’s the best present ever.”

“You do realise I benefit from it as the driver?” I wasn’t used to thanks or praise and tended to deflect it. I knew it was shitty, but I couldn’t help it.

“Uh-huh. Still the best present ever.”

“Weirdo.”

“Don’t care.” She kissed me again, this time deepening it, her tongue delving in to steal what remained of my sanity. Her hand pumped my dick fully into life—he didn’t need much encouragement.

Our mouths fucked as she continued to move her hand up and down my shaft, rotating her wrist over the tip and grazing it with her thumbnail. I rolled her onto her back and speared into her hard and fast. She gasped, but right now all that mattered was losing myself in her. If I was balls-deep and seeking an orgasm, I wasn’t thinking about how I had handed her the keys to my destruction.

Her teeth dug into my shoulder, her nails gripping my ass.

It was hard and fast, my dick pistoning in and out of her welcoming heat until we both exploded together and collapsed in a heap of limbs, our breathing uneven.

“We can’t keep doing this,” Charlotte said and I froze beside her.

“Doing what?” I asked, swallowing the bile that threatened to choke me.

“Having unprotected sex,” she replied, and I relaxed back into the mattress. “If we’re going to do that, then I need to go on birth control.”

I rolled over until she was pinned under me. “That sounds promising,” I said, kissing the side of her throat. “I have no objections to condom-free sex with you. It sounds ridiculous since I keep forgetting, but I’ve never been with anyone without a condom before.”

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