Page 60 of Don't Leave Me

“That’s what I was hoping for,” I shrugged, removing my hand from him and scooting away from him a little bit.

He sighed a little bit, a mischievous smile arising as he side-eyed me a little bit before taking a sip of his beer.

“You’re quite the tease, Hana,” he noted, playful again.

I giggled. I was drunk and I needed the attention; I craved it. I leaned in towards him, not thinking the following words as I opened my mouth.

I gazed at him lustfully. “Am I being a tease if I tell you I wanna go to your place and have you fuck me?”

I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my mouth, but I kept my gaze, waiting for his response. Jack’s eyes widened a little bit and he looked down at my lips, biting his.

“Not if you mean it,” he smiled crookedly, obviously excited, as he set his beer down and focused all of his attention on me.

I shrugged, setting down my wine. “I mean it. Let’s go,” I raised my eyebrows, easily persuading him.

He smiled wider and took my hand. I turned to Emily and she was still in a lively conversation with Adam.

“Hey, I’ll call you later,” I said to her quickly before Jack tugged on my hand and led me out of the bar.

Once we were out on the sidewalk, I quickly sobered up.This is gonna happen – again. What about Michael? Okay, whataboutMichael? He clearly doesn’t care enough about me, otherwise I wouldn’t be in this situation right now. My thoughts were interrupted as Jack hailed a cab and opened the door for me. I smiled seductively at him before I got in and he hopped in right after me, quickly cozying up next to me and putting his hand on my thigh.

“Grand and Ludlow,” he said to the driver, and we quickly started to move.

I looked over at Jack and his eyes were intent and lustful. I didn’t think, I just started to move as I put my hands to his head and pressed my lips against his. His hands were moving around fervently as he kissed me back, his luscious lips hard against mine, his strong hands pulling me closer to him. And before I knew it, we had stopped and were in front of Jack’s apartment building.

“Thanks, mate,” Jack said as he gave cash to the driver and opened the door, taking my hand and quickly guiding me out.

We were in his studio soon after and we practically threw our clothes off as we kissed our way to his bed. He quickly unhooked my bra and threw it on the floor before he threw me down on the bed, simultaneously dropping his pants and then hovering over me. He gave me his sexy, sultry smile before he put his hand to the edge of my panties and started to slide them down; I watched and looked down at his erection through his boxers, biting my lip and so turned on that it hurt. I quickly pulled down his boxers and grabbed him with my hand, stroking him and guiding him towards my hips.

“Oh, fuck, Hana,” he breathed, staring down at me as his hand made his way to my wet spot.

“Fuck me,” I moaned, stroking him quicker.

I didn’t need to say any more; he took my hand and placed it beside my head, holding it down as he took his other hand and quickly entered inside of me, hard and rough all at once. His other hand held down mine as he thrust in and out of me, both of us moaning loudly as I lifted my hips to meet his with each thrust. He put his lips to my nipple, tugging it lightly with his teeth as he let go of my hands and placed his hands on my waist. The sensation made me moan even louder;oh my god, he likes it rough too, thank god.I took my hands and grabbed his hair, tugging roughly as he lifted his head and gazed down at me with his mouth open, his lips looking even more delicious now that he was inside of me. I pulled his face towards mine and we started to kiss, our thrusting still hard, and I mindlessly bit down on his lower lip – I did it gently, having to restrain myself from biting any harder like I wanted to. He moaned with pleasure and he suddenly lifted me up, letting his back fall onto the mattress so that I was now on top of him. I started to ride him as hard as I could, flipping my hair and holding down his arms like he did to mine, and I suddenly felt very powerful and in control.Is this what it feels like to be dominant, even if just a little bit?I could feel myself about to release as I continued to ride Jack, letting out loud moans as I got close, looking down at Jack and finally coming, slowing down and taking it all in. After Jack let me finish, he laid me back down on my back in one quick motion and lifted my legs against his chest, him deep inside of me, and he began to thrust in and out quickly and hard again. I could feel myself close as I watched Jack’s face and could tell that he was close as well; his mouth widened and he started to let out quick moans, both of us coming loudly, me holding onto his headboard as we did so. Jack slowed down and finally stopped, then gently released his grip on my legs and slipped out of me, laying his body closely next to mine.

We were silent for a moment as we caught our breath and as Jack slipped his arm around my belly, then nuzzled his head onto my chest. I smiled as I started to run my hand through his hair.

“I really like you, Hana. Not to scare you away or anything, I just feel like we really have a connection,” he said softly into my chest, his accent and words making my heart flutter.

A man that actually expresses himself? Holy crap.

“I like you too,” I whispered with a smile, my heart suddenly feeling full instead of stomped on and broken.

He lifted himself up and laid his head next to mine on the pillow, facing me. His light blue eyes stared intently into mine and I could feel the butterflies swarming in my belly.

“I really wish you didn’t have a boyfriend,” he smiled, teasing me, although he seemed a little sad.

I sighed and shook my head. “I don’t even know if I have a boyfriend. I think he just let me call him that because it made me happy,” I explained, staring up at the high ceiling.

I turned to look at Jack and his eyebrows were furrowed. “That doesn’t sound confusing at all,” he said sarcastically.

I smirked at him and rolled my eyes. “Right?” I raised my eyebrows. “It’s my fault anyway. I think I wanted more from him than he could handle. I’m a little needy,” I smiled, mocking myself.

Jack smiled a little and kissed my shoulder. “I’m needy too. We can be needy together,” he joked – or was that a serious proposal?

I giggled, in a good mood with him. “Deal,” I put my hand to his scruffy face.

Jack gave me one of his white t-shirts to put on as he got up and put his boxers on, then headed over to the kitchen to get us water. I sat on the bed, pulling up my panties, looking up at his bookcase full of hundreds of books –a book nerd like me, I smiled to myself. I stood up to get a closer look; he had a lot of horror-themed novels, Mary Shelley’s “Frankenstein” and “Interview with a Vampire” by Anne Rice. I pulled out an old-looking, worn copy of an Edgar Allan Poe collection of poems and short stories. As I sat and flipped through the book, Jack returned with two glasses of water and a plate with cheese and crackers.

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