I yawn again, wondering why I'm so tired lately, then open the envelope and stare at my new Social Security card.
Zara Luciana O'Malley.
I smile, put the card on the table, then toss all the junk in the trash can. I set the bills in the basket and then glance at the time.
"Shoot," I mutter and pick up my phone.
Me: Are you almost home? They'll be here in under two hours.
Sean: Don't worry, my pulse. I wouldn't leave you to deal with them on your own.
Me: Good hubby.
Sean: The food will be ready for pickup in thirty minutes, then I'll be there.
Me: Extra good, hubby.
Sean: Happy wife, happy life.
Me: Don't ever forget it.
Sean: I won't. Trust me.
Me:
I go into the bedroom, take off my work suit, and pull on an oversized sweater. I step into my jeans, but I can barely get them zipped.
My body is going rogue.
I better start counting some calories.
I yank off the jeans and slide a pair of black leggings on. They feel tighter but not as bad as the denim.
My stomach growls, and I scold, "Stop that!" then I step into the bathroom and pull up my sweater, staring at my stomach.
How did I gain weight and not notice?
It's just my belly,I tell myself in relief, then freeze.
My boobs look huge.
My gut flips as I try to recall the last time I got my period.
Panic hits me. I order a pregnancy test online, select the expedited delivery option, and it arrives within ten minutes. I take it to the bathroom, open the foil, and pull out the stick.
My heart races.
No time like the present.
I sit on the toilet, pee on the stick, and set it on the counter. For the entire two minutes, I stare at it with anxiety flaring and then exploding when a plus sign appears.
I pick it up and gape at it.
Holy shit.
I'm pregnant.
What is Sean going to think?