Page 207 of By His Play

Tomorrow.

I have a fleeting thought about what all this means and what tomorrow will bring, but it’s cut short when Kieran notices that I’ve closed my eyes.

“Watch, or I’ll stop.”

Instantly, my eyelids open, and I find him staring at me in our reflection.

Despite locking down his emotions earlier, right now, there is a riot of different things going on behind his eyes.

My chest tightens, and my heart aches. But he doesn’t give me time to really focus in on them.

Effortlessly, he pushes me forward, and I shriek when my chest hits the cold glass.

Wrapping his hand around my thigh, he lifts my foot from the floor and spreads me wide open.

“Now they can see who you belong to,” he rasps quietly in my ear. “Mine. Luck. You. Are. Mine.”

I whimper and mewl as he fucks me. Every drag of his cock gets me closer to my release.

I’m balancing right on the cusp of it when he slides his hand to my pussy and pinches my clit.

I don’t just fall off the cliff; I fucking fly.

The world around me ceases to exist as I finally ride out the orgasm he denied me for so long.

I’ve barely come down from my high when he pulls out of me.

I cry out at the loss, not ready to lose him again so soon.

But I soon discover it’s not over.

He twists me around to face him before picking me up and pressing me back against the window.

As soon as he has me in position, he pushes back inside me.

With one hand gripping my ass to hold me in place, the other wraps around my throat.

My eyes widen with the pressure he applies, but I don’t fight him.

Why should I? I trust him implicitly.

He doesn’t say another word.

Instead, his eyes hold mine as he fucks me.

What I see in those dark green depths terrifies me.

I want this. I want what we had back at Grams’ so badly.

But at the same time, I’m petrified of fucking everything up for good.

Right now, we still have this.

But whatever this is, isn’t enough.

It’s not even close, and I’m too scared to admit that I want more.

Because I know that it’s not something Kieran is willing to give.

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