Page 17 of Nyctophilia

That made me feel better. I mean, I was still about to hook up with a guy I barely knew. But at least I wasn’t breaking the law. I licked my lips in anticipation, and Jasper’s eyes narrowed. His voice was dangerously low. “Goddamn, Ava, you have no idea what you do to me.” His head dipped to my neck, licking and biting. His hands slid up under my sweater, raising it up over my breasts.

I could barely get a full sentence out. “Wha… what do I do to you?”

I still couldn’t believe I could have the same effect over him as he had over me. It didn’t seem possible. It was too soon. And yet, when he whispered in my ear, “How about I show you instead,” I knew he was telling the truth. His voice trembled with honesty.

I took my sweater off the rest of the way and wrapped my arms around him, kissing him hard. He met me with a passionate groan as our bodies desperately tried to get closer. Jasper reached behind my back and in one deft move undid my bra.

He pushed back far enough to admire my breasts, with something close to worship in his eyes. “So beautiful.” And then he was kissing me again, one hand toying with my nipples, the other tangling in my hair. He brought his mouth to my breast, alternating sucking and biting.

We had only begun, and yet I wasn’t sure how much more of this teasing I could take. All I could think about was how much I wanted all of Jasper. I brought my hand down his sculpted abs to cup the length of his hard cock through his jeans, and I heard him suck in a breath through his teeth. “Fuck.”

He stood frozen in place, panting. I moved my hands to the top of his waistband, and unbuttoned his jeans. But before I could get any further Jasper snatched my hands in one of his own, pushing me back to the couch. He undid my jeans, and I helped him push them over my hips. “I told you I didn’t have a lot of control around you Ava, and I think it’s close to maxed out.”

I gave a small nod, lying in front of him in nothing more than my panties. His hand was dipping lower beneath the thin fabric with every word he spoke, and I felt myself getting more turned on with every small movement. “Do you understand me?” A brush of his fingers against my core and my hips jerked off the couch.

His fingers hooked into either side of my underwear, and pulled them off smoothly. I watched as his delirious gaze trailed over my body, coming back to focus on my eyes. He wanted to watch me. Jasper’s hand was back, his finger grazing over my now slick pussy, teasing me. “Ava, do you understand me?”

“Yes,” I stuttered.

He thrust two fingers into me, with his thumb coming up to rub circles around my clit. I moaned with pleasure, bringing my hips up to meet his touch. “Jasper, that feels so good.”

He grinned hungrily. His smile undid my intentions, as usual. I gave in to the pleasure of his fingers working my body, sliding in and out, his thumb making smaller, quicker rotations. I couldn’t control the small sounds escaping from the back of my throat. This was better than any dream. “Those noises you make. God.” His mouth pressed on top of mine, swallowing any cries I made.

I could feel the pleasure building, and I cried out. “Oh fuck, Jasper!” I was close, so close. And just as quickly as they were there, his fingers were gone. I made a small note of displeasure, but stopped when I noticed Jasper standing in front of me.

His eyes were black with lust, and he was undoing his zipper, sliding his jeans down over his toned legs until he stood before me, bare. “I’m sorry for being selfish. I want to feel you come around my cock, not my fingers. I want to feel you give yourself over to me.”

Fine by me. As long as I got release one way or another. I ran my gaze over his body longingly, pausing at his erection.Oh. I didn’t know how that was even going to fit. But as if I were someone else, I reached out to touch him. I took his cock in my hand and began to stroke it. “God, you’re so hard.”

He brought himself down to kneel between my legs on the couch. “How about we do something about that.”

I heard the crinkling of a condom wrapper, and I had enough sense left to stutter out, “I’m on the pill. Are you clean?”

“I’m safe.” I nodded, and then I felt the broad tip of him nudging me. I tried to relax to take the size of him in. He slowed, resting his forehead on mine. “I’ll be as gentle as I can. I just don’t know what that’s going to look like.” I tilted my hips and he groaned deeply. “Fuck, you’re so tight.”

Jasper moved his hips and in one slick move thrust the length of his cock deep into my pussy. “Oh!” I cried out, feeling stretched in the most delicious way.

Jasper froze, letting me get used to his size. When he looked at me, his eyes were unfocused. “Are you okay now? I can’t hold back any longer.”

I wanted, no, Ineededthe friction. When I nodded, he began to move. His powerful thrusts bordered on pain, but I’d take the ache in exchange for the pleasure. It called to something primal in me, something I didn’t know was there. I needed to be connected to his in a way I couldn’t comprehend. Every cell in my body strained to be closer to his, to possess and be possessed. I reached behind him to grab his buttocks, willing my body to take him in further. Until we could move as one instead of two. “Oh, Jasper.”

He growled in response, moving quicker. “I have wanted to fuck you since the first time I saw you.” He took my wrists and pinned them above my head, and I knew with how tightly he was holding me I would have bruises there in the morning. Worth it. Worth it all.

It didn’t take long until I felt myself riding the edge of an orgasm again, and I tried to tell him. “Oh God…”

This time Jasper didn’t, or couldn’t stop. He drove deep into me with each thrust. “Ava. Let go.” The tone of Jasper’s voice didn’t leave any room for argument.

I let go, moaning as I came around him while he continued to pound into me. Wave after wave of pleasure enveloped me as I kissed him softly.

Jasper wasn’t far behind me. He swore and I felt him come inside of me. He said my name like a prayer as he shook and trembled, before collapsing next to me.

We lay quietly like that for several minutes, embracing the silence after what could mostly definitely not be described as just a hookup. Would I have let a hookup fuck me without a condom? Probably not. Definitely not. Quietly, Jasper got up and left the room, coming back to hand me a warm washcloth. I raised one eyebrow at him. Either he knew what I was thinking, or he was just thoughtful.

“Don’t tell me you’re shy now!” Jasper laughed, breaking any doubts I might have had. I smiled and gratefully took the wash cloth as he lay back down next to me. Jasper sighed softly and threw his arm over his eyes, giving me some semblance of privacy as I cleaned up. “Jesus, I knew you were something special, but you might just kill me.”

I turned away and smiled shyly to myself. “I’m sure you say that to all the girls.”

He rolled me back towards him, hooking his finger under my chin to turn my face to look at him. He shook his head. “No, Ava. You will be my downfall.”

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