Page 33 of Always Watching

I killed someone for him.

Iwanthim.

And fuck, he wants me too.

I push his face forward and shudder at the feel of his hot breath as he mouths over my cock like a needy kitten. The sounds he makes are some sweet mixture of desire and pain, like I’m torturing him by keeping him from his prize. He looks so good on his knees that I want to draw it out, but I’m lost when he glances up at me through his coppery hair, his eyes begging, his pupils blown.

I jerk him back long enough to unzip my pants and let my cock spring free. His mouth forms into a littleoh,and I take it asan invitation, thrusting past his lips and groaning at the way he sucks on me just like he did my finger earlier.

And that might have been enough—probably would have been enough—if I wasn’t so wound up.

I manage to let him suck me for less than ten seconds before I thrust in and feel my cock head spill down the tight squeeze of his throat. When he gags around me, I groan, pulling back for just a second to let him catch his breath before I fuck back between his lips. He’s not trying to pull away—his hands are greedy, grabbing at my thighs like he’ll starve if I take my dick out of his mouth. He’s doing his best to suck and swallow around me, doing his best to be as good as he can… and fuck, he looks soblissed outchoking on me.

“Fuck, you feel so good.” I groan, my fingers pulling his hair so I can rock his head back and look him in the eyes while I line his throat up to take me. “Your mouth is so warm, Ranen. Wet and warm andneedy.”

I’m not usually one to talk during sex—I’m pretty much a get in, get everyone off, get out kind of guy—but this… I could talk forever about how sexy Ranen looks with tears in his eyes and his cheeks flushed, his plump lips stretched tight over the base of my shaft.

I want to watch him choke on me.

I start to fuck his mouth in earnest, relishing the way he moans, the way he gags and drools all over both of us. The way hetries. I’ve seen him take a toy like this too many times to count, but seeing my cock disappear down his throat over and over again? My balls are tight just looking at him. I want to fuck him harder—I want to make this last forever.

When he closes his eyes, something in my chest tightens. “No, look at me, Ranen.” The demand comes out as a low growl that I can feel all the way down. “Keep your eyes on me. Fuck, you look so sexy like this, Ranen. So fucking good.”

He blossoms at my words, the compliment making him double his efforts. I can hear the wet sucking sound of his mouth, and his fingers cling to me like I’m the only thing keeping him tethered to the ground right now. I can see the desperation in his eyes, in the way his small, lithe body bucks and ruts into the air, trembling and shivering just from the taste of my precum on his tongue.

“Good… you’re sogood.” I groan and his lashes flutter, another line of tears spilling down his cheeks as I grip his hair and chase my orgasm. It’s too much—he’s too much—kneeling there, perfect and gorgeous andtrying. I can see the red spots my mouth left on his jawline, the impression of my fingers fading to pink where I held his chin. Marked up and pretty, drooling and moaning and gagging for me. Maybe this is why I never let myself touch him too hard, because I knew if I saw those marks on his skin, I wouldn’t be able to deny it.

He’smine.

“Fuck,Ranen.I’m going to—” I don’t have time to finish the sentence. I pull out of his mouth with an audible pop and stroke myself through the orgasm that surges across my body. The first spatter of my cum spilling across Ranen’s fucked-out face makes me come harder. The way his body jerks and leans toward me like he needs it just as much as I do makes me see stars. “You’re mine.” I groan it, one hand still in his hair, holding him in place as I come all over his face.

He looks good, painted with my pleasure.

“Sogood.” I murmur it as he half collapses and leans against my thigh, trying to catch his breath. I let him, giving in to the urge tearing through my chest, and leaning forward to slowly stroke my cum into his skin, branding him the way my words did earlier, the way I want to brand him foreveryoneto see.

A sweet smile drifts across his face and I realize I’m well and truly fucked here. There’s no going back now, no leaving. Nooption but to keep Ranen at my side. With me. It’s like my ability to breathe, to think, has suddenly centered on the contingency that I have him in my life.

I give him a few more minutes to catch his breath and then stroke my fingers through his hair, drawing his gaze up to me. His lips are swollen, and he still looks like he’s half floating, but the expression in his eyes is all soft and sweet and just for me. “You did so good, Ranen.” I murmur the praise again, running my fingers through his hair one more time before pulling him up. Temptation draws me in, and I drop my head, running my tongue along his jawline to catch a few stray drops of cum on his skin before I press my lips against his in a kiss, feeding the taste back to him. He moans, leaning into me, and I force myself to pull back before I bend him over the couch and fuck him until he can’t breathe.

“Come on, let’s get you into the shower so you can go to bed. You look like you’re about to collapse.” Even as I speak, I run my thumb gently along his lower lip, my eyes still bouncing to all the little red marks I left on his cum-drenched skin. He smells likemine.

It’s almost a shame for him to wash up at all.

He sounds so sweet and sleepy when he answers me that it takes me a moment to realize what he’s asking. “Will you come with me?”

Temptation. Ranen really is temptation incarnate.

“Is that what you want?”

“Yes,” he says without hesitation.

“Okay then.” I wrap my arm around his waist and pull him against me, caught up in the way he looks so satisfied, the way that makes mefeel. The way I want more—the way I wantall of him.

“You take such good care of me, North.” He looks almost embarrassed that he said it, but then he smiles again and leansback against me, hiding his warm cheek against my chest. I wonder what he would think if he knew exactly how much I did for him today—exactly how much I want to take care of him, to make sure that nothing in this world will ever hurt him again.

What would Ranen do if he saw the real me?

Now isn’t the time to find out. I shove the thought to the side, locking it away safely to examine later, when I don’t have a gorgeous man half asleep in my arms already.