Page 88 of Always Watching

Turning around, I thread my arms around his neck. “Why are you so sweet to me?”

His calloused hands drift down my naked back to palm my ass, dragging me closer to him. “Because I love you.”

A year into our relationship and I still get butterflies when he says he loves me.

While I was in the hospital after my run in with Olly, North stuck beside me, telling me he loved me between kisses as I was recovering. I thought I’d get tired of it, but every time, it makes me come alive.

“I love you too.”

His hand comes down on my ass, making me yelp and moan. I look up into his heated eyes, noting how the teal irises darken. He bends down and takes my mouth in a greedy kiss, a groan drifting through me. “Come on,” he says when he pulls his mouth from mine. “We don’t want to keep them waiting.”

I nod dazedly, my lips still tingling from that kiss. I’ll never get tired of kissing North, either.

Taking my hand, he pulls me down the hall of his house. Well,ourhouse. It’s taken some getting used to that we live together, but I love it.

After returning home from my last hospital stint, I wanted nothing more to do with my apartment. I felt like it wasn’t my home anymore. Too many bad memories, too much scary shit in my life happened there. About a week after I’d woken from another nightmare, North told me to pack whatever I wanted so he could take me away from there. That night, wrapped in North’s arms and surrounded by all of his things, I slept through the night. No nightmares. That’s when I knew I belonged here, with my man.

There are three bedrooms in his—our—home, and he set one up as my cam room. He went all out, buying me all new equipment and surprising me by decorating it to my taste, but with no memories of my old cam room. He also got a bigger bed, so we could roll around on it while we were putting on our shows. I’d only had a twin bed back at my apartment, and though North and I had made it work, it’s much better to have a queen-sized mattress when I’m taking his big dick.

I hustle into the room, adjusting the camera so it can get the best shot of us. Instead of doing two shows a week like I was doing before, I’ve gone down to one, so I can focus on other things, like helping North and Atlas as their office manager. They’d both been carrying the weight of it on their own, and honestly, they were drowning. Since I still had a ton of savings and I was bored while North was at work, I started helping out. It helps me really feel like part of the family.

Settling on the edge of the bed, I give North a nod and he starts the stream.

“Hey you all,” I say brightly, waving at the camera. “Another week, another show.”

derbycockrider69: hey cas. solo sesh?

I smile at North briefly, watching as he pulls his mask on before I glance back at the cam to answer. “No, not solo today. It’s been a while since you all have seen my man split me open.”

By unspoken agreement, North and I continued with his mask and not divulging his name. It’s been hot, not showing who he is. It works for our shows.

Dingssound through the room at my vulgar language. My old subs have seen how hot North and I get, but I rarely say things like that during our introduction.

dickfiend: I love seeing his big dick in your tight hole. can we make requests?

“Sure,” I say. “Why not? What’s your request?”

dickfiend: can he eat your ass first? I love seeing you get rimmed.

A flush blooms over my body at the thought of North licking my hole. My cock twitches as I clear my throat so I can answer. “Babe? What do you think?”

North growls, shucks off his pants, and saunters over to the bed where I am. I angle myself to the side and slide closer to the middle. When he’s blanketing my body, he says, “I can’t wait to clamp my mouth around this hole.” His fingers drift down to my opening, teasing the ridges of my pucker. “Want me to make you come before I impale you on my dick?”

A whimper leaves my throat. “Fuck. Yes, baby.”

He grins down at me before he gives me a filthy kiss that makes my toes curl. I faintly hear thedingsof the tips flowing in, but like always, everything disappears when I’m with North.

I think that’s what our subs like about our streams—we entertain, but we’re also so caught up in each other that we forget they exist. It’s our work, but we enjoy being together.

Our lips tangle and my hands itch to glide through his hair, but the mask unfortunately prevents it. As soon as we’re done, I’m going to rip this mask off and slide my fingers through his silky strands.

Pulling his mouth from mine, North trails his lips down my neck, kissing and sucking at me, leaving marks behind. I love the slight sting of his teeth grazing against my skin.

Usually, North flips me over while he tongues my hole, but today, he pushes my legs back, exposing me. He twists my body slightly so the subs can see how my opening contracts in anticipation of his tongue.

“Please,” I whimper, reaching for him. “I need you so bad.”

A dirty grin crosses his face. “I plan to give you everything you want, baby.”

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