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Chapter 26

Skyler

I knew losing my virginity would hurt. So, I didn’t expect to enjoy my first sexual experience. I couldn’t have been more wrong. Don’t get me wrong. It did hurt. A lot. But once I found myself chasing the pleasure on the other side of it, I found that I actually enjoyed the pain.What does that say about me?

“Where’d you go, Beautiful?” Brady asks me as he rinses the conditioner from my hair.

“Right here. I was just thinking about how much I enjoyed having sex, even though it hurt like hell.” I chuckle.

“It won’t always hurt like that. The first time is the worst,” he tells me, kissing my forehead. “Are you sore? Do you need some pain medicine?”

“I am sore but it’s a good sore. Like the burning in your muscles after a good workout,” I tell him before dropping my face and chewing on my bottom lip.

“Hey, what’s wrong? Talk to me,” he says, lifting my face to look at him.

“I… um… kind of liked the pain when it was mixed with pleasure. Is that wrong?” I ask, embarrassed at my own thoughts.

He shakes his head. “I’ve told you, nothing you enjoy iswrong. A lot of people like mixing pleasure and pain. I’ll neverhurtyou, but if you like a little pain, we can explore that. Okay?”

“You don’t think I’m a freak?” I ask, looking down again, worried that my newly found fetish may be a turn off for him.

He grips the back of my neck firmly. “Look. At. Me. Skyler.”

He smiles when my eyes snap up to meet his.

“Nothingcould ever change how I feel about you. I love you. I love that you are willing to open up to me and explore whatever you enjoywithme. So, if you’re a freak then so am I. Because I’ve never been more turned on in my life than watching you fly apart in front of me.Forme.Withme. I’ve never come as hard as I did earlier in my life, Skyler.Youdid that. All of you,” he says heatedly.

And all of a sudden, I want nothing more than to makehimfly apart forme. I push him back against the wall of the shower before lowering to my knees in front of him.

“Skyler, no. That’s not what… I don’t want you to think you have to… I don’t want to trigger you after what D…” His voice trails off in a moan when a lick him from base to tip, sucking the bead of precum from his head before looking up at him.

“I belong toyou.All of me. Take me.Please,” I tell him before sucking him to the back of my throat and gagging.

I pull back to breathe without pulling all the way off of him. I look up at him, pleading with my eyes as his cock jerks in my mouth. He wants this too. He needs to claim what was almost taken from him as much as I need to erase my first oral encounter. His hands go to my head as he studies my face for any sign of doubt. He won’t find any.

“You’re sure? You want me totakethis?” he asks huskily, rubbing his thumbs along my jaw.

I nod as much as I can with him in my mouth. His eyes flash with that familiar fire and I feel like a queen even though I’m the one on my knees.

“Tap my thigh if you want to stop and I’ll stop. Keep your eyes on me so I know you’rewithme. Deal?” he asks, his thighs shaking as he loses his battle for restraint.

I nod again, sucking him. His cock jumps harder in my mouth, and he runs his fingers through my wet hair, gripping my head gently. When my eyes stay on his, he pushes into my mouth slowly until he hits the back of my throat again. Then, he stops and takes a deep breath.

I raise a stubborn eyebrow at him and his eyes flash again.I think I just snapped the rest of his restraint.

“Mine!” he growls, pushing the rest of the way into my throat before pulling back and thrusting in harder.

I moan around him, and he groans in response, pumping faster as his hands fist in my hair. He doesn’t pull hard, but his grip sends tingles along my scalp, and I feel the burning in my lower belly. My clit pulses with every thrust of his hips. I moan again and my hand travels up my thigh to relieve the pressure that’s building faster than I thought possible.

“No!” Brady growls and my hand freezes. “You’re mine?Allof you?” he asks, loosening his grip in my hair for me to nod. “Then,allof your pleasure is mine, too. You wanted me totakeyou. I’ll take itall, Skyler. Tap out now if that’s not what you want.”

I don’t know why this new dominant Brady is such a turn on, but I don’t overthink it. I clinch my hands into fists before clasping them together behind my back to stop myself from disobeying him. I give himallof me—more than I thought I had to give.

“Good girl,” he praises me, and I melt even more.

He grins at me, rubbing his thumbs along my aching jaw before returning his grip to my hair. His thrusts get harder, faster, until his thighs are trembling, and I feel his cock grow larger in my mouth and throat.

“Fuck, Beautiful. I’m… Tap if you don’t want me to come in your mouth,” he growls out.

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