Page 47 of Dear Glory

Moving the pillow, I scooch over next to him, glaring at his inconsiderate slumber.

“How can you sleep so deeply when you got me feeling like this?” I groan even though he clearly isn’t listening. Frustrated, I poke his cheek, causing him to groan and swat my hand away as if a gnat was bothering him, making me chuckle and sigh.How can someone so immoral be so damn fine?

I roll over onto my back, frustrated and tired of looking at him. It’s so unfair…God why did you put me in the presence of someone who would make me stray so far from you?

I was so close to living the life I’d dreamed of, even if it wasn’t perfect. But now… now all I desire is this man sleeping next to me. Ugh, I must be out of my mind. Everything I worked so hard for is now contingent on me leaving this man’s side, but the thought makes my stomach dip and my pussy dry.How can I go back to life without him?

I turn on my side and stare at his gorgeous face, blemish free aside from a few freckles along his nose. When he’s sleeping like this, he looks so innocent. One would never assume he would be up to such licentiousthings while awake.

I swallow, throat feeling dry when I think of the tub incident and what he did… even though I’m not hungry, my stomach knots up as if needed something to fill it.When did I get like this?It was when I met him… he made me like this! Sitting up in bed, I take him in with a greed and pervasive thought I never knew I possessed.

The first couple of days that I was here, I just did as I was told, and things went smoothly, but it’s always at night when an unyielding yearning takes over me, and I have to take long showers to keep my hands to myself.I was doing so well until that moment in the tub!I did all of that talking at Bunny and Wolf’s house about how I would never do stuff like that again, but every night the pressure gets worse. Tonight, in particular, my body feels so sweltering, and my pussy keeps clenching and spasming to the point I feel my wetness dripping down my ass and onto the sheets.I want him…

Heart racing, I gulp down the excessive saliva pooling in my mouth and look away from him. I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but I am. I want to stop it, but it won’t. For him, my body isa conundrum, my mind is in shambles, and my pussy quakes.I need him…

It’s wrong… God, I know it’s wrong, but he stirs me up and has basically obliterated nearly everything I’ve stood on business about.This man knows just how much he tugs at me.

I know I should leave him alone, yet here the hell I am laying up with a married white man, who has children and strange inclinations in the bedroom!

He’s the very thing I should have steered clear of, yet he’s the very thing I desire… and I’m ashamed to admit, even more than salvation. This sinful man and all the erroneous deeds he’s committed upon and against me have broken my will to live ordinary and clean.

“Sir…” I whine, clutching my stomach, pussy throbbing uncontrollably. “Help…” I cry silently into the night, wondering where this onslaught of emotions and carnality came from.I was just fine a second ago.He stirs in bed and excitement soars over me, thinking he’s awake but he only winds up scratching his chest before he tucks his arms behind his head, falling back to sleep.

Disappointment washes over me and tears flood my eyes as a sudden and scary realization comes over me. I should have known Sir wouldn’t wake up. He sleeps so deeply that when I get up and out of bed, he remains asleep. I once even heard the staff downstairs make a ruckus and he still slept through it.Ugh… just my luck!Right when I want him to wake up, he’s knocked out and more than likely won’t open his eyes even one peep until the morning.

This man! This man has ruined me! Every day seems to bring forth new discoveries about myself that I didn’t want to address. Every day this man breaks and puts me back together in a way that only suits him, and even though he warned me, I hate thatit’s so damn good.I’ve gotten addicted…I should have known better!

I run my hands through my hair, feeling thirsty when I glance back at Sir to see his mouth is slightly open and a tiny bit of saliva pools at the edge of his mouth. My parched throat longs for something to coat it, but before I can think further, I lean over and lick it up, humming at how sweet he tastes.

Sitting back up, I roll back over, squeezing my legs tight, but my pussy throbs like it has its own heartbeat.I want more.Just a little bit more…I won’t wake him up.God forbid he ever finds out how much he’s making me suffer. He’ll more than likely never let me live it down…so just a little bit.Before I can convince myself not to, I throw the covers off me and spin gently in bed to make sure not to wake him before I place a kiss on his lips. Just a small one, but his lips feel so good I can’t help the little whimper that escapes my lips.

Sir always tastes good… I want more!

Gently, I place a small, delicate kiss upon his lips, but I do my best to ensure he doesn’t wake up. Before I know it, my tongue is sliding in his mouth and I’m seeking out his. When I find it, I slurp it into mine, grunting and suckling, pussy so wet my shorts are sticking to me.More…

I need to take them off.

I don’t even think twice about it before ridding myself of the shorts and continuing sucking his tongue, getting on all fours when my hands gravitate down my sopping wet pussy and I can’t stop myself from squeezing my clit and shoving two fingers inside, whimpering.

“Yesssss,” I breathe against his lips, rocking my hips against my finger greedily.It’s not enough!

Delirious,I pull down the sheets and my head goes foggy when I see that Sir has nothing on but a pair of boxers…should I?

I close my eyes tight, mulling over my thoughts, but there is no point when my body acts on its own. I fish the enormous thing from its prison and God is my witness, I have to stare at it in awe because I have never seen a dick so big.Even though I see it damn near every day, it still shocks me!

“Sir… what are you doing to me?” I groan, mouth watering as I shake my head because there’s no way I’m thinking about doing what the hell I’m about to do! But I am… and there is no preparation for it. I simply lean over and kiss the tip, but my eyes widen when I pull back a slimy tail of pre cum leads from my lips to the tip of his dick, causing me to shudder and lick my lips.

“Oh God… help me.” I sway in the bed, pussy leaking, unable to handle the strong pull of temptation any longer. I lean forward and lick it off, eyes rolling to the back of my head when I engulf the tip of his fat dick and slide it down all the way to the back of my throat.Yes!

I quietly slurp and suckle his dick, electing small grunts and knitted brow from Sir that spur me to throat him down further, gulping the delicious pre-cum while my fingers seek refuge in my pussy, sloshing around trying to go deeper but they can’t. It’s not enough… but I knew that… ever since Sir plundered my walls and reached into new depths, there’s no way my fingers would ever be enough.More!

Mouth coated in drool and cum, I sit back shaking and breathing hard, so turned on I feel like I’m seeing stars and it’s all his fault! He’s the one who turned me into this, so it’s only right that he’s the one to fix this.

I can’t fully comprehend my thoughts, but to me it feels wholly rational to hop on what’s mine and take what I want. To me, it feels completely sane to line my dripping wet pussy with his saliva and cum soaked dick and ease down into it as he sleeps.

A huge smile takes over my face when I feel the tip of his dick sink into me. The sigh of relief that comes from me is unlike anything I can describe. As Sir fills my belly, I sink further into oblivion with every inch I take.

What’s even more baffling to me is that even though my pussy is soaked and so is his dick, I’m still having trouble taking him in. Sir is so big I don’t think I’ll ever get used to him, but as I seat myself on him, I place my hands on his chest and just take the feel of him in.YES!

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