Then faster and faster.
The closer I get, the wilder I ride him.
God, this is perfection.
The best feeling in the world.
I feel the wetness between our legs.
On our thighs as we slide against each other.
I feel everything I’ve ever wanted to feel with Adrian.
And I want to do this again and again and again.
My hips slap against his, and I lose control of myself as I grow closer.
My need for him is everywhere.
In my blood.
My bones.
I never want us to end.
My entire body is flying high, and so many emotions are flowing through me that I can’t keep up until I fall apart.
I fall limp against Adrian, but he isn’t done with me yet.
His hands dig into my skin as he pounds into me.
I’m completely spent, no longer in control of my body.
My head hits the ceiling a few times. Adrian stops, but I tell him to keep going.
“I want to watch you come while I’m on top of you,” I whisper.
My words undo him.
His body trembles beneath me.
He squeezes his eyes shut while muttering my name.
It takes us a few seconds to calm down, and when his eyes open, I smile down at him.
“Essie,” he says when he fully catches his breath, “I love you.” He brushes back my messy hair. “I’m in love with you.”
My body feels at ease yet enthralled.
My heart pounds like wildfire yet feels composed.
I rest my forehead against his. “Good thing.”
He cocks his head to the side as I pull back, waiting for me to elaborate.
“Because I’m also in love with you.”
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