He’s staring at her, caught between amusement and irritation. “Now what?”
Thora clicks her fingers. “I know. Do you mind lying back down? Just there, where you were. Like I was never here.”
She expects him to walk away. But he shrugs and laughs and lies back down, and she has learned something about him.
“Okay. Wait there.” Thora walks back the way she came. In the dark by the railings she counts to three, considers leaving, thinks God-what-am-I-doing, and sweeps back onto the grass, holding out her hand to a bewildered Santi. He takes it, letting her pull him to his feet.
“Hi,” she says brightly. “I’m Thora Lišková. Nice to meet you for absolutely the first time.”
A beat passes. A grin lights him up. “Santiago López Romero,” he says, shaking her hand vigorously. “Please, call me Santi.”
“Delighted.” Thora lets go of his hand; with nothing to holdon to, hers drifts self-consciously to her hip. “So, um, if you weren’t passed out, what were you doing?”
“Stargazing,” he says, like it’s a perfectly normal thing to admit to.
Thora’s heart leaps. She squints up through the haze of city lights. “Can’t see much from here.”
“No. But maybe from up there.” Santi points to the top of the clock tower.
Thora blinks. “You’re suggesting we climb it?”
Santi shrugs. “Unless you have a jetpack handy.”
Thora looks up at the tower, its brickwork a mess of holes. Something in her rings at the sight, a bell struck the right way at last. She feels it: the itch in her heart that goes away only when she’s somewhere she shouldn’t be, somewhere no one in their right mind would want to go. She wishes she’d suggested climbing the tower herself. Now, it will look like she’s just doing it to impress him. “I’m not climbing a half-ruined tower with you! I don’t even know you.”
He is already crossing the grass. “How well can you ever really know someone?”
“Better than this,” she says, catching up with him.
“Really?” he says. “I think we are all forever a mystery to each other.”
Thora wonders how he pulled this sleight of hand, turning a joke into an earnest discussion. Part of her doesn’t care. For the first time tonight, something is coming through. “Where’s your evidence?” she demands.
“My parents. They’ve been married thirty years, but my father still discovers things about my mother that shock him.”
“Really,” Thora drawls. “Does your mum say the same thing about your dad?”
He looks confused, then wary. “Why?”
“Because that’s a classic thing men say when they don’t want to engage with women as people.Oh, she’s such a mystery, when she’s been telling you for the past thirty years what she wants and you just haven’t been listening.”
Santi smiles, but there’s an edge to it. “Maybe your parents are like that.”
“Oh, no. My parents have learned all there is to know about each other.” Thora pulls her scarf tighter against the cold. “Forget finishing each other’s sentences. These days they can skip entire conversations because they already know how they would end.”
Santi vaults the railing and offers her his hand. “But that doesn’t mean they know everything about each other. Sure, they know their relationship, but they still only know each other from one—I don’t know how to say it. From one side.”
Thora ignores his hand and climbs the railing herself. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, they only know each other as husband and wife. They might say things, do things, with their friends, even with you, that they’d never show to each other.” He shrugs. “You can’t ever know someone completely. You’d have to be everything to them, and that’s impossible.”
They’re at the foot of the tower, where the stones bloom with graffiti: layers of words in pen and paint, an unreadable palimpsest in a dozen languages. Thora looks up. The tower is higher than she thought. Santi gives her a look like he’s expecting her to back out. It’s that, more than anything, that makes her step through the jagged gap in the wall.
Out of one world, into another. She expects to have lost Santi on the way, but he’s with her, his breath the only sound in theuniverse. They look up into darkness studded with points of light. Through the hole at the top, the surviving roof tiles mask a glimpse of stars.
Thora steps onto the half-crumbled stairway that winds up the inside wall. She looks back at Santi. “So we’re doing this.”
He grins. “Why not?”