Despite the fact she probably didn’t mean to address my dick with her words, it twitches inside her, making her quiver.
“I’m fine with you having a breeding kink.” She sweeps her nose against mine, clenching her inner walls against my semi. “It’s actually kind of hot knowing you’re so desperate to have your seed inside me.”
I groan, dropping my forehead to hers.
“Qué?”
“You said seed, it’s like an instant boner killer.”
She shifts her weight. “Still feels partially hard to me.” She shrugs. “It is your seed.” She leans toward me. “And I love having it inside me, too.” She grips my face and bites on my lip.“I never thought of myself as having a kink before, but this.” She nods. “I can get behind this.”
I bite her lip right back. “And I can get behind you calling me daddy.”
It’s her turn to groan and drop her forehead against mine with a clunk. “You heard that, huh?”
“Oh, I heard it.” My nipples might be freezing to the point they can cut glass, but I need her to know I didn’t just hear it, I fucking loved it.
She shakes her head, her face heating. “I’m sorry.”
I grip her chin. “No. Don’t apologize. I fucking loved it.” I make sure she sees the genuineness in my eyes as I say it. “I don’t care if it’s English or Spanish. Daddy, Papi, I don’t give a shit. If that’s what you want to call me, or say during sex, I’m one hundred percent on board. It’s hot as hell.” I pull her face toward me by her jaw, then nibble on her bottom lip to tell her to relax her now-tense face.
“Cálmate, Amor.” My Spanish pronunciation sucks, but I need to try to help her through whatever embarrassment or discomfort she’s feeling right now. “I loved it. It was a turn on. If you never say it again, I won’t want to make you uncomfortable, but I’d like it if you did.”
Uncertainty simmers in her eyes. “It felt right in the moment.” She gnaws on her bottom lip. “It’s not the first time I’ve thought about using it.”
I shrug. “Sounds like it might be something you should lean into. I never thought I’d have kinks either, but sometimes that’s just how it goes. You meet a person who makes you comfortable enough to discover new things about yourself and not hide them. I don’t want to hide the fact that I ache to fill you with my cum every time I look at you. And I certainly don’t want you to bite back calling mePapijust because you think it’s weird or makes you embarrassed.”
I shift her weight on my lap which sends a bolt of cold air between our bodies. “I want every piece of you, Bright Eyes. Every dirty, unhinged fantasy you’ve ever thought about, every kink or fetish you’ve ever considered may be something you’re into, I want it all. I want all of you.”
She’s still worrying her lip. “I don’t want to wear diapers.”
I can’t help but chuckle. “That’s what you’re afraid of? That having a daddy kink means you have to wear diapers?” I cup her face to stop her from looking away. “You can enjoy part of a kink and not all of it. Not to get too off topic while my semi-hard cock is still in your pussy, but if knowing your degenerate brother has taught me anything it’s that anything goes when it comes to sex.”
I pull her against me so she can’t escape. “If you wanted to wear them, I’m down. If you don’t, I’m down. You want to fuck another woman? I’m down. You want to bring in another guy sometimes, I’m down for that too. I want you happy. Truly, madly, deeply happy. So satisfied by me, by my dick, and whatever other tools you may need in the bedroom that you never need to hold back from asking what you want to do, or try, or need.”
She searches my face like she’s searching for a lie.
“But if we don’t move inside soon my balls might go blue and drop off for real.”
She laughs, but her eyes tell me she’s still processing what I said. “You mean that?”
I nod. Is there something she wants to try? Anxiety and excitement tangle in my gut as I wait for what she has to say. “I’d love to try bringing another girl in sometime.” The tension in her jaw and shoulders tells me she’s not completely at ease saying this out loud to me.
“Then we’ll talk about it.” I hook a thumb over my shoulder. “But, like, can we do it inside where it’s warm? The temp is dropping, and I’m pretty sure I saw some snowflakes falling. Youdon’t want your brothers to find us like this buried under a few feet of snow tomorrow, do you?”
She shoves my shoulder. “Why would you say that?” She lifts herself off me, groping for her pants on the ground.
“Cause I wanna fuck you again inside.”
She pauses, foot poised to go into her yoga pants. “Can we try anal at some point? I’ve never…” She shunts her foot into the material, not wobbling once, her core strength is enviable. “I mean, I’ve had a toy…”
Fuck. She’s back to trying to kill me.
I point at the door. “Yes, I’ll fuck your pretty little ass, Athena. Just… get the fuck inside.”
She sashays toward the door, casting a flirtatious glance back at me over her shoulder. “If you’re nice to me, I might let you try spanking me.”
CHAPTER 34