Page 105 of Creed

“You’re telling me I’ll be watching sex scenes where the guy has a fucking hard on while touching the love of my life? They don’t know you the way I do, Morgan. They don’t know that you have the purest heart in the world. They don’t know that you mumble in your sleep, or that you squeeze the toothpaste from the top, an how you replace the toilet paper the wrong way. They don’t know how gorgeous you are when you sleep, or how kind you are to everyone you meet. They see a beautiful woman on the outside and I see a fucking angel on the inside. They don’t get it, they just see a woman they want to fuck because you keep yourself so closed off. They don’t get to see the real Morgan Rossi. I hate that they touched you with those thoughts in their minds. Fuck them.” He growled.

“But you’re missing the point, Creed. All of it was before you and no man other than you will ever touch me again. I’ll never do sex scenes again. My body, mind, and soul belongs to you now. None of them tried to make me uncomfortable. In fact, they tried to make it as easy on me as possible. I need you to give me the same respect and forgiveness as I’ve given you. I know those rogue bikers are dead and you had a hand in it. I know you’ve taken lives, and I also know you’ve fucked around with the girls at Creed’s Lake. By showing any anger or aggression while at that premier you’re disrespecting me.”

He was breathing a little harder, telling me he was pissed. “But I have to go to work with men I know have seen your body. They’re going to go watch this movie then look at me the next day. I fucking hate it.”

“I have to go to work and face women that have sucked your dick and prepare them for their general education. You’ve given them orgasms, and I’ve only ever truly known two other men. Don’t tell me what you have to face because of my movies when I get to face women that you’ve actually had sexual encounters with, Creed. I’m not entitled to own your past just like you’re not entitled to own mine. It was all before we met, and you can’t let that come between us.”

He sighed. “I’ll try to deal with the anger.”

“You need to do better than just try. The press will be there and if you cause a scene, they will focus even more on you. Creed’s Lake doesn’t need the exposure.” I reminded him.

“I have spent my entire adult life living from one mission to another. All I’ve done is fight, and I’ve seen some shit, Morgan. I’ve fucking had to watch.” He stopped himself and took in a few deep breaths.

“You’ve seen what, Creed?” I sat up and turned so I could see him better. His hands were covering his face, so I wrapped my hands around his wrists and pulled his hands away. “Talk to me.” I instructed as I watched his eyes. He looked as if he was fighting a battle.

“It was in Afghanistan. We were sent for a high value target, and we succeeded, but our helicopter was shot down. Thankfully, it only took hours for Axton to form a team to pull us out, but as he did that, we were captured. We had one woman on our team, and we were all chained and hanging from our wrists, except she was hanging in front of us. They tried to force us to watch.” He took in a deep breath. “We couldn’t do anything. We were forced to hang there as they raped her over and over again. They did everything in their power to humiliate and torture her, while her own team was forced to watch. There was a young girl that was kidnapped from her family. They were about to rape her when Axton arrived. I can’t…. I can’t see a man look at you the way those men did our team member and stay calm. I know what they’re thinking. They want to touch you and treat you like you’re some lifetime goal to fuck. They don’t know you the way I do. They don’t know that you’re brilliant, patient, and kind. You are so much more than a great set of tits and a tight ass. You’re my fucking world now and you deserve respect.” He ran his hand down his face. “I never wanted this, I never wanted love. That’s why I did the contracts with the other women. I needed sex, but I couldn’t get attached. I wanted to help them but not care, because caring hurts. I wanted to feel important, and I swear I treated them right. I always told them how smart and pretty they were, just so they knew they were worth more than a quick fuck. I know now that I probably did more damage than good, but I can’t regret it because if I did allow myself to get attached then met you, I’d not be able to resist you. I might have hurt someoneelse because you’re it for me. Sex with you is not like anything I’ve ever experienced. It’s out of this world, but that’s just a bonus. I need all of you, Morgan. I need more than just sex, that’s just a small factor in what I love most about you. I fucking love you so damn much, I’d rather die than let anyone ever hurt or disrespect you. Do you hear me?”

I nodded my head because I was speechless. He grabbed the back of my head and slammed his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him with a fever in return. “I’m going to marry the hell out of you someday, but not until this fucking deployment is over. Take that as a warning, because it’s going to fucking happen.” He slammed his lips back down on mine.

My emotions were all over the place. He didn’t get angry because he was jealous, he got angry because of men looking at me with hunger in their eyes and it brought up bad memories. He was unable to help the woman on his mission, and that made him feel weak.

He picked me up in one quick move and carried me inside. Not up to our bedroom, that was too far away. He took me to the library and kicked the door shut. It was a race the moment he sat me down on my feet to shed our clothes. He sat on the sofa and brought me down on top of him. Our lips never parted as I sank down with him inside me. I hissed at the pain of being stretched so far and he filled me so deep and full I had to take a moment to adjust.

One of his hands guided my hips to rock back and forth, while the other gripped on to the hair on the back of my head as his eyes were locked on mine. “I’m going to do it again tonight. I’m not pulling out and I’m going to fill you so fucking full thatI’ll leave a part of me with you. I’m getting you pregnant, so you’ll always have a part of me. Do you understand me?”

“Yes!” I cried out as his hand guided my hips to move faster.

“Is that what you want, Morgan? Do you want to carry my baby?” He gave me no mercy. The friction of his body against my clit but being filled so painfully full was kicking me into my orgasm.

“Yes!” The idea of having Creed’s baby drove me over the edge.

“Say it, Morgan!” He strained as he began thrusting his hips under me. Kicking off an explosion that set off fireworks in my vision.

“No other man will ever touch me.” I tried to speak as I tightened around him, and he tightened his grip on my hair and hip.

“I’m about to make my mark on your body. Fuck, you’re going to be even more beautiful with my son or daughter growing inside you. I’ll finally have the family I always needed.”

“We already are, Creed!” I tried not to scream too loud.

“Oh fuck! Here it comes, its starting!” He cried out just before he slammed my lips down on his to silence my screams. I loved him, I loved him so much it hurt. As my orgasm released me from its grips, Creed had a death hold on me. His body was as stiff as a rock, and he wasn’t even breathing before I felt him jerk then whimper. His body finally relaxed but his hand let go of my hair and he held me in place. “Please don’t move.” He buried his head in the crook of my neck as he recovered. He was such a silly man. We had been using the pull out method eversince I got birth control from Zoey, and she said I couldn’t start them until my next cycle was over. Well, I should say we tried to use that method, but not always successfully. He kissed my neck and chuckled. “I think I lost all my sanity just then, I’m sorry, Morgan.”

I threw my head back and laughed. “I’m probably already pregnant, Creed. Remember, we decided to live with the consequences until my next cycle?”

“Its so damn worth it.” He lifted his head and kissed me as we were both still trying to catch our breaths and my heart was still racing. “We shouldn’t be doing this, Morgan. We might spend a lot of time together, but I’m letting my emotions get away from me too early in this relationship. I know I want those things with you, but I shouldn’t take it so lightly. Fucking Tanner and Darren are going to kick my ass. You just feel so damn good and I’m more than ready for our future. I think this deployment might also make me feel rushed. I have such little time with you left. It definitely won’t be a regret for me though. I am going to marry you when I get home and I’m also going to get you pregnant all the time.”

I laughed. “All the time? How many kids are we talking about, Creed?”

He smiled at me. “As many as God will give us.” He kissed me and for some reason I was okay with that.

I knew what he was doing and it about killed me. He didn’t know when or if he would return from his deployment. He wasn’t just rushing things, he was trying to leave a part of him somewhere safe. He was coming to terms with the fact that he may not return, and his father’s bloodline would end with him. He might not have felt invincible before, but he did that time. I believe that was why he was so quick to agreeto no more missions after he returned from deployment. He knew he escaped death too many times already, and he finally had something to live for, and that was love. I tended to believe he was far more emotional than normal when awaiting deployment. He knew Addie and I needed him, and he was scared.

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Creed

The hot water ran down my body as my hand slapped against the shower wall. Looking down at those gorgeous eyes as they looked up at me from that position was enough to make me explode. She was on her knees with those perfect fucking lips wrapped around my cock.

Jesus, her mouth felt amazing. She used one hand to stroke the part of me that didn’t fit in her mouth as she sucked then swirled her tongue around the tip then sucked again. My fingers guided her head slowly because if she went any faster I’d shoot one off down her throat.

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