Page 108 of Fervency Love

I hug him, but only because I missed him and had a really bad day.

“Want to be with me ’til the end of the world?” he asks. His eyes are glazed.

“No, because you’re pissing me off,” I snap and don’t need to wait for a reaction too long.

“Okay. I’ll keep reminding you of what you said forever.”

“Uhm.”

“Want to come to my place?”

“No! Why didn’t you come to the bus stop?”

“Oh, come on, don’t be like that.” He pretends he didn’t hear me.

He’s so annoying but at the same time so intoxicating. It’s hard to stay strong in my convictions with him around. I extend a hand, and he takes me home. We pass the door, and he’s instantly pulling me towards his room. There was nobody home. He locks the door and lies on the bed. I walk over and straddle him, pressing my thighs to his hips. Our hands brush against each other very softly. Ve kisses me on the lips and then goes lower, down my neck, making a shiver run down my spine.

“You’re so beautiful,” he says and looks at me with those eyes full of goodness, with irises that take up all the space beneath his eyelids.

His pupils are so small. I know he’s stoned. I don’t like it. He wasn’t supposed to do that anymore. But he’s coming off it and acts so nice. He brushes away a strand of my hair, tucking it behind my ear.

“I love you so much. You’re mine, you hear?”

“Yes, I’m yours. I love you, Ve.”

He lays me on the mattress, pulls down my pants, pulls the briefs to the side, and licks my sensitive spot. Then two of his fingers plunge into me. He moves them in and out, kissing my clit. It’s soft and sweet, but also greedy.

“I love that sweet little pussy.”

My body grows rigid, and I forget about all the worries that occupied my head. It’s so relaxing and freeing.

“Your lips are magic. You put a spell on me with your tongue,” I purr, still in the throes of ecstasy.

Ve hovers over me. I spread my legs for him and he gently slides inside. It’s different than before. I wrap my legs around his waist and lift my hips, meeting him halfway. He enfolds me with himself, soft and gentle, like I was made out of glass. His kisses are fiery, though, and passionate. The energy now filling the small room is crystal clear. Ve loses himself in me, lost in the moment. He raises his head and looks me in the eyes as he comes. He’s throbbing inside me and then pulls out and shoots his seed on my belly. He wipes it off, lies down, and embraces me.

I’d love to understand him. There are so many conflicting things in him. One moment he can be so wonderful, and then his mood changes without any reason. Come to think of it, I’m like that too. Maybe that’s why we keep pushing and pulling. In my earlier “relationships”, I got involved so much that it drained me. With every disappointment I trusted less and less, finally becoming very cautious about showing my feelings. With Ve, each of his lies and every disappointment is burning a larger hole in my heart. Sometimes I think it will grow too big to patch up one day.

In the morning I went to the dentist. It went fast and painless, and I managed to get to school on time. However, after a couple lessons the anesthesia wore off and the toothache became unbearable. I called Dad, who told me to go right back to the dentist to check what happened.

On my way, I walk into Ralph. The conversation is tiring—he’s acting jealous. I don’t care a bit, so I quickly finish the pointless chat, leave the guy, and head towards the dentist’s office. Rightthat instant, some asshole drives through the middle of a deep puddle and splashes me all with dirty water.Great, I mutter.

The dentist is already waiting. The visit doesn’t take long. After it’s done, I go back to my area of town. My legs take me straight to the Den. I’m counting on Ve being there. Unfortunately, he’s already left, so I decide to meet him at the bus stop. It’s so sweet that he always picks me up. It’s less sweet that he skips classes, but it still warms my heart that whenever I leave the building, I see him waiting for me. I reach the bus stop as the bus comes.

“There you are, babe!” Ve pops up out of the blue and gives me a big hug. “Nikki told me you left because of some tooth problem? Everything alright?”

“Yes, I couldn’t stand it, but it’s okay now. I went to the Den but you weren’t there. I couldn’t let you know things got messy because my phone was down. I’m sorry you had to wait.”

“It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re good now.” He kisses me on the cheek and tightens his embrace.

“I ran into Ralph. We had a chat.” The words fly out of my mouth so fast and quiet they’re barely audible. But I need to get this over with. Ve releases me and sends me a look. His jaw tightens, working steadily.

“Why the fuck would you talk to him? You miss him?” And here we go again.

“I can’t predict everything. What was I going to do? Run away? Think for a second.”

“Couldn’t you tell him to fuck off?” he snaps.

“There was no need for that. The whole thing took about five seconds. Stop being angry. You’ve got to trust me. Besides, I always tell you about everything.” I smile widely and wrap my arms around his shoulders, looking him in his eyes and placing a wet kiss on his lips. He submits and I feel the tension leaving hisbody. His tongue pushes between my lips and slithers into my mouth. We’re lost in the moment.

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