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“Suck it, baby. You’re perfect.”

His body tenses, and a few heartbeats later a mix of whipped cream and semen spills down my throat. I free his hands. He sits up and pulls me in, kissing me on the lips. My legs are wrapped around his waist, and I can feel his cock throbbing through the lace of my panties. I rub against it on instinct. He tangles his fingers in my hair, clutching my head. His heart is racing. So is mine. I throw my arms around his neck. My nipples brushagainst his chest. All that makes the sensation more fervent. Ve pulls away the rim of my thong, places a hand on my ass, and lifts me up. Without breaking the kiss, he enters me.

“I love being inside you, feeling you skin to skin. You’re a goddess!” His voice is an aphrodisiac.

“I love feeling you in me. The way our bodies connect is magic. It’s more than just sex or fucking. It’s a majestic, ecstatic connection of souls, an exchange of energy that uplifts, inspires, and fills me with love. A feeling like we’re flying, sheltered inside our own happiness.”

“Wow, Abbs, the way you speak is so solemn and well thought through. I couldn’t have said it better.”

“Honey, everything I say always comes from the heart.”

Our movements are perfectly in sync. We come at the same time. Ve shoots come over my belly and breasts, and when he’s finished, he runs his fingers over it, enjoying his work.

“You’re so sexy. I’ve marked you. You’re mine.”

We need to wash ourselves. I turn the tap on in the bathtub. We sit in the water, embracing. I’m in front, with my back to him, between his legs, leaning on his chest. Ve puts his head on my shoulder.

“Do you remember our first bath?” I ask.

“How could I forget? You surprised me. I saw you naked for the first time. I tasted you.”

“Ve, you really hadn’t done it before? You’re so good at it.”

“No, sweetheart. I told you, I’m learning as we go.”

I twist my head and look at him.

“I’m glad. It’s so innocent. The way our love took over.”

“I wouldn’t call anything we’ve done to each other innocent, babe. Those are some pretty libertine things for adolescents.”

“Well, it’s hard to disagree. I just meant that we’re identical when it comes to temperament in bed. That’s why it all comes so easily and naturally to us. It’s as if we were doing it for years. So Imeant it’s all so… virginal, pristine. You waited for me, and I for you.”

The night is full of passion, closeness, and love. We lose ourselves in each other. When the morning comes, we fall asleep hugging each other, exhausted and fulfilled.

I never thought I’d find such love. I never felt with each cell of my body that I loved another being. So fully, altruistically, against the entire world. I remember starting a new diary in July and asking Ve to write something from the heart. He signed the first page and put down the date of our first meeting, and then on the last page wrote in large letters:I will always love you!He knew back then. I can feel it too. Whatever happens, I will love him. Forever!

Chapter 56

Abby

After the wonderful weekend, it’s time to return to drab reality. It’s a necessary evil. I couldn’t wait until school ended. Monday wasn’t so bad, it turned out, as Ve was waiting for me. We went straight to his. He took me to his room. He tried putting a hand down my pants, but I didn’t let him. I don’t like doing it when I haven’t freshened up after the day. Of course that offended him. I tried touching him later, but he didn’t let me. He said he wasn’t in the mood. And we were back to square one. I really think that we can only be happy when we’re together alone in our secure bubble. Whenever any interruption appears, things that break our focus like school, friends, or parents, that’s when idiotic issues arise. I don’t understand it.

I leave his house and go to extracurricular sports classes. I’m on a volleyball team. I love it! The training session ends. Camille and I wait for the bus. She’s my class and teammate. It doesn’t come, so we move to another bus stop, by Nikki’s house. Nothing comes there either. We finally decide to walk home. The walk is refreshing. We reach the Paris Estate, one stop before ours. The two places are divided by a large forest and a park. That’s where we finally catch the bus. Lucky. I wouldn’t want to cross thewoods at night. Sometimes I’m scared to go there even during the day. After sundown, it’s even more terrifying. It’s full of lunatics and perverts. I once saw a guy jerking off behind a bush when he saw me and Victoria. And it was noon. Disgusting.

As soon as I pass the door, I’m greeted by my father’s roar.

“Where the hell have you been? You need to study! No more meetings with your friend during the week.”

“What’s your problem? I was at volleyball practice! And he’s not my friend. You’ve got to accept that he’s my boyfriend! I’ll meet him whenever I want, and if you don’t let me, I’ll find a way to do it without you knowing! Think what would be worse!” I spit and slam the door shut behind me. I cut myself off from all the shitty energy buzzing through the rest of the house.

He can’t make me do anything. I hate being separated from Ve, even for a day. The more things Dad bans me from, the more I’ll break the rules. And I hate lying. But the truth doesn’t seem to be enough for them. At least he didn’t follow me here. I can hear him going to the balcony for a smoke.

Today, Dad comes over and gives me money. I shoot him a glance and mutter, “I don’t want it, thanks.”

I’m not in the mood for one of his games. He thinks he can yell at me and then pretend nothing happened. Well, shove that cash up your ass, old man. Yeah, I’m terrible. I do have a temper, what can I say? I just don’t know who I got it from.

Ve isn’t calling. Each time I call him, one of his siblings picks up and tells me Connor isn’t home. It’s hard, being with someone.

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