Page 13 of Fervency Love

I don’t know. You just look that way.

What way?

Like a guy who’s done many things in his life.

By the way, I’m curious if you’re a virgin yourself. The guys say you’re not, but I think they’re wrong. I decide to ask her openly.

How about you? You a virgin?

Well, if she can be frank, so can I.

I am. I’m sixteen. Still a couple of months until my seventeenth birthday. To answer your question, the next one I mean, I’ve also never been in a serious relationship. At least not serious enough to take it a step further.

I read her reply, and my head fills with unwanted thoughts. Did someone touch her before? I need to know right now.

What do you mean, further?

Jesus, Ve. Further than kissing. Enough?

She’s pissed. But that’s not important now. The knowledge that she’s crystal clean and pure, that nobody has ever touched her before makes me want her all the more.

Sounds promising. And the way I look down there… maybe you’ll see for yourself one day.

I hope it’s going to be soon. So, are you a virgin or not?

I take a deep breath. I feel the need to tell her the truth. I don’t even know if that’s going to be an advantage for her. Maybe she’d prefer someone more experienced?

I am.

I don’t believe you.

You don’t have to. But I know what I know.

What? Why doesn’t she believe me? I’m telling her the truth and she’s ignoring it?

If that’s the truth, I’m starting to like you even more.

So an advantage after all. Cool.

Now, forgive me, but I need to go. Thinking of you made me all wet, and I wouldn’t want to stain the chair…

How am I going to get back home now? It’s not as if I can start jacking off at Stan’s place!

Now you did it. You should come here and help me blow off some steam! My dick’s going to stay hard ’til tomorrow! And I could use a kiss…

Maybe you’ll get one. Bye!

And just like that, she goes offline, leaving me on fire. She’s incredible. I want her. Jesus, Ve, what’s going on with you!?

Stan enters the room.

“Everything alright? You look feverish.” He’s taking the piss, the fucker.

“Oh, fuck off, Stan,” I retort. “Thanks for the internet. Now, I’m off.”

I go out into the night. I can’t go home. I need to take a walk, cool off a bit. I could use some fresh air. I’m going straight ahead, deep in thoughts that pull me in like a vortex. What a breathtaking girl. Who would have thought? Coming back to reality after a while, I realize my legs have taken me to her place, right by her apartment block. I’m just about to turn back when she leaves the building. My angel. She’s not alone. Vicksis trailing her and notices me. This time I’m the one feeling discovered and flustered.

“Hi, Ve! I’m going to the store. I’ll leave you two alone,” she says and disappears in the gloom.

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