Page 57 of Always Been You

My body is completely tense from head to toe, being this close to Drew again, and having everyone hear about what went down. Josh gets Drew out of the house and Matt follows Drew out to make sure that he leaves. I can feel the walls closing in on me. There is a vice like grip on my stomach and throat. I work to get more air into my lungs as I stand in the entryway of my parents’ house.

I turn around and see everyone looking at the entire exchange. Zoey and my mom help usher everyone outside back to the food and I collapse on the floor, crying as allthe tension leaves my body. Josh sits next to me, pulling me into his chest allowing me to just cry it out. His hand works through my hair the way he’s learned I like, and he kisses the top of my head as he whispers to me that everything is going to be alright.

“I’ve got you, babe. It’s going to be okay. I’m right here.” His hand continues to work through my hair when I hear the front door open.

I look over and see Matt standing there. I sit up and wipe the tears from my eyes.

“I’m sorry that he ruined your party, Matt,” I say in a small whisper.

He crouches in front of me and runs his hand over my head in the same way Josh was just doing. “Don’t worry about it Livy, it’s not your fault. He’s gone. It’s all going to be okay.”

I nod and he helps me stand and the three of us make our way back to the party. Before we get outside, Josh stops me. “Just let me know when you want to go and we will leave, okay?”

I nod and grab his hand, giving it a quick squeeze before heading out to join everyone.

The rest of the party moves uneventfully. After it gets dark Josh, Hannah, Liz, and I say our goodbyes before packing up and heading back to Josh’s place.

Imanage to keepmyself calm on the car ride home because Hannah and Liz are in the car. When we get back to our building, we all say our goodbyes before they make their way to the train and Olivia and I head upstairs. When I finally close the front door, I pull Olivia into a hug, kissing the top of her head.

“Why didn’t you tell me he was contacting you, babe?” I ask.

Her body tightens in my hold and I move my hand through her hair to help her relax. After a minute, I can feel her body slowly release the tension.

“I didn’t want to drag you into it. It’s my problem. I should figure it out myself.”

I loosen my arms around her and move back so that I can look down into her eyes. “Look at me, babe, I am here for all of it. I am here to support you with everything. Olivia, we no longer have your problems and my problems. We work together and lean on each other. Okay?”

She looks into my eyes for a minute before closing hers and nodding. She reaches forward and wraps her arms around me. I wrap mine around her and we stand there for a few minutes, holding each other.

I step back, reach for her hand, and lead her to our bedroom. Even though she hasn’t moved her stuff, I still view it that way as she sleeps with me every night. When we step into the room, I close the door and stand in front of her.

“I would like to cross off an item from your list. Do you have a preference, or can I pick?” I ask.

Her cheeks turn pink, and she plays with the side seam of her dress. “You can pick.”

I lead her toward the bed, lean down and kiss her. I grip her hips, pulling her body into mine so that her curves melt into the hardness of my body. She opens her mouth to me and wraps her arms around my neck. I hold her like I never want to let her go because I don’t.

Every aspect of being with Olivia feels right. I kiss down her neck and she tilts her head, allowing me more access. When I reach that spot behind her ear, she moans, and it vibrates through her entire body. My hands find the hem of her dress and I drag it slowly up her body before dropping it on the floor. Reaching behind her, I unhook her bra and slowly bring it off her shoulders and down her arms before dropping it with her dress.

My hands reach out and cup her breasts, feeling their weight in my hands as I roll her nipples under my thumbs. Her skin is soft, and she reacts to my every little touch, sending thrills through my body.

This woman is magnificent, and I get to call her mine right now; and if I have my way, I’ll get to call her mine for the rest of my life. I’ll give her my last name. She will be the motherof my children, and we will grow old together. I will get to experience moments like this with her for the rest of our lives.

I lean forward and flick my tongue over one of her nipples. She arches her back, thrusting her breasts into my face. I move to the other, sucking it into my mouth and releasing it with a popping sound. “Your tits look so pretty wet from my mouth,” I say against her skin before I drop to my knees in front of her.

Using my hands, I help Olivia spread her legs, allowing me access to the sweet spot between her legs. When they are far enough apart, I move my face right into her wet heat, my tongue finding her clit through the fabric of her panties. I can taste her through them. She is absolutely soaked. My fingers grab the waistband of her panties and pull them down her legs, helping her step out of them. I move back, flicking my tongue over her clit. She moves onto her tiptoes, grabbing fist fulls of my hair before arching her back and thrusting her pussy further into my face.

I insert one finger into her slowly, knuckle by knuckle, until it’s fully inside her. When it is, I slowly work it out, each time picking up the pace. She continues to moan my name and buck into my face, seeking more friction. Inserting another finger into her, I can feel her stretch around my fingers as I find that sensitive spot inside her. Her breathing picks up and she begins to clench around my fingers. Before she comes, I pull my fingers out and insert a third, slowly, allowing her to feel the stretch. I work her slowly and her grip on my hair tightens even further.

When I feel her close, I remove my mouth and look up at her. “That’s it, baby, come for me. Be a good girl and come on my fingers and face.”

I give her clit one more flick and her body begins to convulse. I reach up and hold her up as she rides out her orgasm.

When she’s done, I help her onto the bed, positioning her near the top. When she’s settled, I head into my closet and grab two ties. She opens her eyes and looks at me, seeing the ties. Her pupils dilate even further. Walking to the bed, I wrap a tie around each wrist, securing it, before attaching them to the headboard.

“Are you okay?” I ask her.

When she nods, I quickly remove my clothes before climbing onto the bed between her legs. I lean down and kiss her, making her taste herself on my lips. I go to reach for a condom in the drawer of my nightstand when she shakes her head.

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