Page 28 of Always Been You

- Camp in Banff

- Travel the Ice Fields

- Weekend in Whistler

- Camp on Hornby Island

- Trip to Victoria

- Trip to Seattle

- Go to a concert

These aren’t that bad. I continue reading her list.

- Have a guy kneel for me and make me come

- Be tied up in bed

- Tie a guy up in bed

- Experience multiple orgasms in a night

- Try spanking

- Try sexual degradation

I look back at Olivia, and her face is pale white, and she is staring at her dinner plate and Emily is watching us as she plays with her wine glass and tries to hide her laughter. Mom notices Emily and then looks across at Olivia and me and her eyebrows come together.

“What’s going on?”

I hand Olivia back her phone under the table, “Nothing Mom, just Emily being Emily.”

Olivia grabs her phone from me and shoves it into the back pocket of her shorts. As they move the conversationto Emily’s studies and how Gianna and Matt are doing, my mind keeps wandering back to that list.

When we finish eating, I help clear the table and help Mom with dishes while Dad goes back into the living room to watch sports highlights and Emily and Olivia head out on the back deck.

When we finish washing the dishes, Mom goes and joins Dad in the living room, and I grab a beer and sit at the table in the kitchen. My mind wanders back to the list that Olivia has on her phone. The beginning of her list is innocent stuff, camping and travelling, but the end of her list and all the sexual things she wants to experience this summer has me hard sitting here thinking about it.

I think about being the guy to kneel before her with my face between her legs, eating her until she comes so hard her legs give out. Taking her to my bed and tying her to it where I perform a repeat before climbing up between her legs and fucking her until she screams my name.

I am painfully hard in my pants; I reach down and adjust myself to try and quell the aching feeling. I down the rest of my beer before dropping the bottle in the recycling bin and heading toward the back door. I stand in the doorway as Emily and Olivia talk.

“If he offered, would you let him?” Em asks Olivia.

“I’m not sure. I don’t think I could do casual with him. There is too much history there and I wouldn’t want to ruin the relationship that we already have. He means way too much to me to lose him trying to complete this list.”

“Have you thought about a relationship with him?” Em asks, not noticing my presence yet.

I know I shouldn’t be listening, but it’s like my feet are glued to the ground and won’t move. I want to know who theyare talking about. Who could she not do casual with? Who is so important to her that she couldn’t stand to lose them?

“You have to promise not to say anything. I haven’t said these words out loud to a single person, not even the girls,” Olivia says in her serious voice.

“Pinky promise, not a word.”

“Growing up, I had the biggest crush on him, but I never thought he would see me that way. You know we were friends, but I’ve always been Matt’s little sister. A relationship with him could be amazing. I value his friendship. I’ve always been able to be myself around him, and I feel safe with him. I think I need to find somewhere else to live soon, because the way we are going it feels way too natural and I could get used to it and when he starts to bring other women over, I think it could break my heart. So, I am going to focus on completing my list and finding a place to live.”

My breath can’t seem to escape my lungs for a few seconds. Olivia is talking about me. She had a crush on me growing up? She couldn’t do casual with me and wants a relationship? Should I make a move and let her know I want one with her? I need to do something before she finds a new place to live. I like having her in my place too much to just let her leave now.

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