Page 30 of Always Been You

“Come for me, Olivia,” I whisper in her ear.

My hot breath causes goosebumps to break out across her skin. Seconds later, she is calling out my name as her legs give out. I move my hands up, wrapping my arm around her waist to keep her upright. When she comes down from her high, I place a chaste peck on her lips and keep my forehead planted on hers.

“I want to help you with your list, Olivia, but I want more. I want a relationship with you. I don’t just want to cross off items from your list. I want dates, talks about your hopes and dreams. I want talks about the future. Don’t answer me right now. Take the night to think about it.”

With another quick kiss, I whisper, “Goodnight Olivia,” before walking down the hall toward my bedroom to deal with my throbbing cock, which is begging for release.

Iwatch Josh’s retreatingback as he walks toward his room and try to wrap my head around what the hell just happened. I reach up and run my hands up my face to my hair and rake my fingers through the strands. Taking a deep breath, I head to my bedroom, shutting the door behind me and leaning against it. Closing my eyes, my mind immediately replays the moments in the hallway.

The feel of Josh’s grip in my hair as he pulled my head back, the feel of his warm breath against my lips, the feeling of his soft lips as he kissed me, him running his tongue over my lips coaxing me to open for him, our tongues dancing as we kissed. I was so turned on as he walked me into the wall, pushed his hard cock into my stomach and kissed across my jaw and down my neck, finding the sensitive spot behind my ear.

The needy way that I ground myself against his thigh, seeking my release. My breathing picks up again as the sensations come back, flooding my system. I need a cold shower, asap.

I quickly strip out of my clothes and turn the shower on, hopping into it right away, allowing the cold water to run over my body. I close my eyes as I stand under the water. Did that really just happen? Did Joshua Lincoln just give me an orgasm in the hallway of his apartment and then tell me he wants a relationship with me? I wash my hair and body hurriedly before jumping out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my hair and then my body.

I move out into my bedroom, grabbing my phone off the washroom counter on the way. I need to text the girls.

Liv:911, help are you guys awake???

Zo:What’s up?

Han:Girl, what happened?

Liz:You okay?

Liv:I don’t know, I may need to be committed, because I still can’t wrap my head around what just happened…

Liv:I went to dinner with Josh and Emily at their parents’ house. Josh had mentioned my list and I showed it to Em, Josh stole my phone and read it… But that’s not what’s getting to me. When we got home, he stopped me in the hallway and he KISSED me, and not just a little peck, like a life-altering, dominating kiss and then he helped me dry hump his thigh in the hallway until I came. When I was done, hetold me he wants to help me with my list, but he wants a relationship with me. I am freaking out.

Liv:Like, did this really happen?

Liv:Am I dreaming? Am I asleep?

Liv:This is Joshua FUCKING Lincoln we are talking about.

Zo:Life-altering kiss and an orgasm, and he wants a relationship. Plus, he’s hot as fuck. Kinda sounds like a dream boat, Liv, I say go for it.

Han:You are awake, you don’t need to be committed. Babe, take the jump, try a relationship with him. It’s been almost 2 months since the shit show with Drew. You deserve this.

Liz:Liv, you’re fine. What do you want?

Liv:I never thought that this was a possibility, not gonna lie now. I had a crush on him growing up, but I never thought I’d get to kiss him, let alone an orgasm or a relationship.

Zo:Sweetheart, we all knew you had a crush onhim.

Liz:^^^ true

Han:I think the only person who doesn’t/didn’t know is Josh.

Liv:You guys suck. Why didn’t you say anything??? What the fuck am I supposed to do now? When I finished, he told me to sleep on it and then went to his room.

Zo:Do you think you’re ready for another relationship?

Liv:Maybe. With Josh, there is so much history and we are friends. I am worried that I’ll lose his friendship.

Liz:Talk to him, let him know that. I’m sure that it will all work out. Don’t not do it though, just because you’re scared, you’ll regret it.

Liv:He’s usually gone for work before I get up in the morning and he has a game tomorrow. I guess I’ll have to wait until he gets home from his game, or I’ll wait it out until Tuesday. Ughhhh…

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