Page 63 of Always Been You

I am woken up by the feeling of Josh’s fingers brushing my hair behind my ear and him softly saying, “Babe, we’re here. It’s time to wake up.”

I nuzzle my face into his hand that is brushing my hair back and make a noise of contentment. I feel his lips on my forehead and my eyes flutter open and I make eye contact with him. A smile pulls at my lips when I look at him.

“Hi.” He smiles softly at me as his fingers continue to move through my hair. “Hi,” I whisper back.

“We’re here.” I look out the windshield and see that we are parked in the campground. I reach for the door handle and hop out of the car, and we meet in the back where Josh opens the trunk. He pulls out the tent and looks at me. “Where do you want to set this up?” he asks me.

I find a nice flat area near the trees, and he gets to work on setting the tent up while I unload the camping barbecue and some food and get to work on making dinner.

Once the tent is up, he gets the camping foam and sleeping bags set up in the tent and joins me at the picnic table. He gets the dishes set and I plate up our food. While we eat, we talk about what we want to do while here.

“So, I finished the book while you were asleep,” Josh says, as I have a fork full of salad in my hand. I look at him over the fork and ask, “What did you think?” And take a bite of salad.

He smirks. “It was informative. Tell me, Olivia, do you want the things that happen in your books to happen to you?”

I swallow and mull over my answer for a few seconds; I feel comfortable with Josh, and everything feels right and natural with us, but do I risk telling him just how much I want to try some of the things that happen in my books, the book he listened to had sexual degradation and light choking in it. I study Josh for a second and realize that he won’t judge me for telling him the truth.

“I, um, I want to experiment with some of it,” I tell him and take a sip of my drink.

Our plates are empty now. Josh stands up and cleans up. That was not the response I was expecting. He hasn’t said anything at all. I feel myself stiffen, as if preparing for a physical blow in the form of a verbal one.

“Um, Josh…” I say, dragging out his name. “Yes, babe.” Babe, he’s still using his term of endearment, so he can’t be responding that badly to my answer. My body doesn’t relax, though. I’m worried that my admission will have Josh changing his mind about our relationship.

“Are we okay?... You didn’t say anything to my answer.” My voice is weak, weaker than I wished it was, but I am so worried about what he might say. He stops what he’s doing and walks over to me, placing his fingers under my chin, lifting it and forcing me to make eye contact with him.

“Olivia, I want to experiment with you, too. So, I am going to clean up to ensure that we don’t get any bears and then we are going to climb into that tent together and we are going to try some of the things in your dirty little book and then I’m going to hold you in my arms as we fall asleep beside each other.”

I’m both turned on and emotionally warmed by his words. He wants to experiment with me and then hold me. I wantthose too. I immediately get up from the table, causing Josh to chuckle, and I quickly start packing what I can into the car as Josh finishes with the cleaning. When everything is in the car, we make our way into the tent where I see that Josh has zipped two sleeping bags together so that we can share them.

I remove my clothes as soon as the zipper of the tent door is closed. Josh grins as he does the same. When I’m naked, I climb into the sleeping bag and Josh is right behind me. He kisses me deeply before trailing kisses down my neck and across my collarbone. His hand slowly moves down my body. His fingers graze across my belly before they dip down finding how wet I am for him.

He groans into my neck as he drags his wet fingers from my entrance to my clit. “Always so wet for me, Olivia.” My hips buck to seek more pressure from his finger. “My needy little slut aren’t you, Olivia?” His words send more warmth down my body, and I close my eyes as my pussy clenches.

“You like that, Olivia; do you like me calling you my little slut?” I nod, trying not to analyze why that does something for me.

His fingers continue to work my clit as his teeth pull my earlobe into his mouth softly. I can feel my body winding tighter and tighter as he continues to work me. My hands grip the sleeping bag as I turn my face into his chest and moan.

“You’re going to come for me now, Olivia.” He groans as he puts two fingers inside of me and his thumb presses down on my clit. My back arches as I come around his fingers. He continues to work me until every last bit of my orgasm has been pulled from my body and my back is flat against the ground again. He removes his fingers from my wet pussy and puts them into his mouth, making eye contact with me.

“Your pussy is delicious,” he murmurs. I can feel the blush across my cheeks and down my neck.

Josh moves and positions his body between my legs, his cock nudging my entrance. I lift my hips encouraging him, and his right hand moves to come around my throat, tightening slightly, just enough that I can feel light pressure. My pussy clenches around nothing, wishing it was squeezing Josh’s thick cock.

He leans down and whispers in my ear, “You may be my needy little slut, but you get my cock when I say you do.”

I close my eyes, taking in the feeling of his hot breath against my cheek and the way his words send a rush of wetness between my legs.

“Please,” I beg in a breathy moan as he continues to breathe on my cheek.

He grips his cock with his free hand and rubs the tip against my clit. I can feel myself building as he continues to use his cock to play with it. When I feel close, he stops and my eyes fly open. A wave of disappointment crashes over me. He looks down at me with a wicked grin. He knows exactly what he is doing to me. He tightens his grip around my throat slightly as he pushes his cock into me and all the sensations together have me feeling delirious. He rocks hard and fast inside me. My hands go to his back, my nails scraping across his skin.

He continues a relentless pace as he fucks me hard and deep. I try to keep my sound down as we are in the middle of a public campground. I feel myself build higher and higher and my hand goes to my mouth to soften the noises I’m making. Josh leans down beside my ear again and whispers, “Be my good little slut and come on my cock so I can fill your pussy with my cum.”

His words send me over the edge, and I clamp down around him and bite into my hand to quiet my screams as I come so violently that my vision turns black. As I slowly make my way back to the living, I hear the tail end of Josh’s release.

He stays above me as we work to catch our breath. We make eye contact and Josh brushes a few stray pieces of hair behind my ear. “Are you okay?”

I see the hesitation in his eyes, like he’s worried that his calling me his slut was too far. I wrap my arms around his neck, my fingers gripping his hair as I pull him down to me for a passionate kiss.

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