Page 81 of Always Been You

“Birth control” is all that slips past her lips.

I reach out and place my hands on either side of her face and kiss her before leaning my forehead against hers. “Babe, we have always wanted kids. Our children will be loved, whether that’s now or in the future. Olivia, I love you. I want the future with you and if that means in nine months, we get to welcome our new baby into our lives. I want that because it will be with you.”

She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. After a few seconds, she opens her eyes and looks at me. She reaches for me and pulls me into a kiss, and I kiss her back, showing her just how much I love her and can’t wait for the future that we are building together.

I break the kiss and lean my forehead against hers. “The box says that it’s better to test first thing in the morning. Right now, I want to take my fiancée to bed and show herhow much I love her,” I say. Olivia nods and I get up off the couch and help her up.

When she’s standing in front of me, I wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her flush against my body. She wraps her arms around my neck and goes onto her tiptoes, her lips brushing against mine as she whispers, “I love you, Josh. Forever and always.”

I close the distance between our lips and lick at the seam of hers. She moans, giving me access, and I take full advantage. My tongue sweeps through her mouth, tangling with hers. She moans into my mouth as I continue to taste her.

I reach down and remove Olivia’s shirt, tossing it on the floor somewhere behind me. I run my fingers over the smooth skin of her back and over her hip. Staying connected, I walk us backwards toward our bedroom. Between the couch in the living room and our bedroom, we managed to remove all our clothes.

I take Liv to the bed and she climbs on, resting her head on the pillows. I climb up between her legs and begin placing soft, reverent kisses up the inside of her leg all the way until I reach the top, then I repeat the process with the other leg. Olivia moans and bucks her hips as I make my way further up her leg, and I smile against her skin.

When I finish with her second leg, I use my hands to hold her legs completely open to me. I lean down and taster her before circling her clit with my tongue. I suck it into my mouth as I use a finger to circle her entrance. She moans and I slowly push my finger inside. I crook my finger, finding her g-spot, and massage it. One of Olivia’s hands is in my hair. She grips tight, holding my face close to her pussy.

I pull my finger out and add a second as my teeth scrape over her clit. Her hips buck and my hand moves faster. I canfeel her tightening around me. She’s close. I use my teeth to scrape her clit again, and she comes, moaning my name as her grip on my hair tightens. I help her ride out her orgasm before I kiss up her body. I show love to each part of her beautiful body, kissing reverently over her hips, her soft stomach, up her rib cage, and each of her breasts. When I reach her lips, I kiss her, allowing her to taste herself on my lips.

She wraps her legs around my hips, pulling my body closer to her. She breaks the kiss and we’re both breathless.

“Make love to me Josh,” she says against my ear before she pulls the lobe into her mouth, her teeth scraping over the skin.

I line myself up with her entrance and slowly push my hips forward. I can feel her stretching around me. I breathe deeply until I’m fully seeded. I rest my forehead against hers, looking into her eyes as her arms wrap around my back.

Looking into her eyes, I see everything; I see our childhood friendship, the crush I developed on her, us reuniting and falling in love, our future, our children. I kiss her deeply as I begin to move slowly in and out of her. My hand finds hers as I intertwine our fingers and hold our hands beside her head.

I kiss down her neck and along her collarbone. I can feel her building toward her orgasm. I move faster. I continue to place kisses along her skin, my teeth scraping her earlobe before I whisper in her ear, “You and me forever, Olivia. I love you.” My whispered words send her over the edge. Her back arches as her pussy grips my cock and her hand squeezes mine. Her orgasm sends me over the edge. I call her name into her neck as I empty inside her.

We both work to catch our breath. I roll over beside her and pull her against me. Nothing could ruin this moment and how on top of the world I feel right now.

I run my hand over her soft skin until it rests on her stomach. I look her in the eyes and smile before I lean my head down and kiss her belly.

I know she hasn’t taken a test yet, but I know our baby is in there right now. I give Olivia a quick kiss before I climb out of bed and head into the washroom, getting a washcloth wet with warm water before heading back into the bedroom to clean her up. When I’m done, she walks into the washroom and does her business before climbing back into bed with me. She lays her head on my chest as I run my hand lazily up and down her back and play with the ends of her hair.

She rests her chin on her hand and looks up at me. “You’d really be okay if I’m pregnant?” she asks in a soft, tentative voice.

My hand stops moving, and I look down at her, making sure that I make eye contact with her before saying anything. I need to make sure that she knows I am completely okay with this and that I want this.

“Babe, I am positive about this. If that test comes back negative in the morning, I think I’m just going to start working on putting a baby in you anyway.” She smiles at me as a tear runs down her cheek. I use my thumb to brush it away. “I want this. I want this future with you. I don’t ever want you to doubt that you are what I want. I will always be here for you. My world begins and ends with you, and it will be the same with our children.”

I kiss the tip of her nose, and she cuddles closer to me. I run my fingers through her hair, listening to her breathing. Her breathing evens out when she falls asleep. I continue to play with her hair. A smile spread across my face as I think about our future and what that test could say in the morning.

Istretch, my backarches as I reach my arms above my head. I rub my eyes and something scrapes across the skin above my left eyebrow. I stop for a minute and look down at my left hand to see what could have caused it and I see it.

My heart races as I look at the beautiful diamond ring. It’s round with an elevated stone surrounded by more diamonds. The band is platinum and looks like an infinity sign surrounding the main stone. It’s absolutely gorgeous and exactly what I would have selected for myself.

Memories of yesterday all come back. The nasty check against Josh at the game, running onto the ice to check on him, coming home and sitting on the couch with Josh while he said that ‘this isn’t how he planned to do this’ effectively scared the crap out of me before he got down on one knee and proposed and then brought me to bed where he made love to me.

I’m still staring at the ring when I hear Josh come in. “You’re not changing your mind, areyou?” he asks.

I instinctively close my hand into a fist and pull it closer to my body. “No,” I rush out. “Of course, I’m not. I guess it just hasn’t completely sunk in yet.”

A huge smile spreads across his face as he comes closer and leans over me, placing closed fists on each side of my head. I smile up at him as he leans down and gives me a kiss. When he pulls back, he tucks a piece of stray hair behind my ear while still smiling at me.

“Well good. I rather like calling you my fiancée.” He kisses me and strokes my hair again before pulling back. I look over to his side of the bed and see his clock. It’s 9 a.m., by this time, he has usually been in the office for at least an hour, if not longer. I look back at him and sit up in bed, and he takes a seat in front of me.

“Why aren’t you at work, babe?” I ask. “Not that I don’t love the wake-up call, but you’re not usually here at this time.”

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