Fuck, he was sweet. "I know. But will you let me do this?"
He didn't say anything, just watched me with those intense eyes, then slowly nodded, his hands caressing my shoulders. I looked at the beautiful sight before me and took him in my hands as he let out a loud moan. Feeling the reverberation of that sound down to my soul, I laid down the softest, sweetest, gentlest kiss on his tip, getting my very first taste of him.
His whole body shuddered, and I paused to look at him. The fire I saw in his eyes nearly burned me. God, I was loving this, loving this feeling, the incredible heat we had together.
And then holding him, I opened my mouth around his hard length, not touching him with my lips or tongue or anything as I breathed onto him, teasing him, tormenting him with what I was about to do. His whole body tensed up with anticipation.
Finally, wanting it almost as much as he wanted it, I gave in to the temptation and licked all around his head, surprised to realize he actually tasted amazing to me.
His legs jolted beneath me. "Oh, God, Sky, you have no idea what you're doing to me," he said, his voice strained.
Oh, I definitely did. I hoped I did... because more than anything, I wanted to share this experience with him while making him forget everything else for a while.
And then I gave him what he probably wanted the most—I closed my mouth around him, moving my head up and down, sucking gently, testing him out, trying to figure out what he liked.
His loud groan as he nearly came off the bed was my answer. So he liked it. And I was surprised at how much I liked it too. Not just liked it. Loved it.
I wanted to do this for him, make him feel amazing, erase every thought in his head except what was happening between us. From his noises, I was pretty sure he wasn't thinking of anything else at the moment.
Changing up my technique a bit and twirling my tongue, I used one hand to stroke him and the other to explore his body, lightly caressing then scratching his thighs, his stomach, his chest, whatever I could reach.
His muscles clenched, and I wondered if he was close. That was fast.
"Sky, if you don't stop, I'm going... I'm going... to... to..."
Trying not to smile, I grabbed onto his hip and increased the pressure, increased the motions with my lips and tongue, hollowing out my cheeks. We weren't stopping now. And of course, knowing Kieran, he'd be worried about coming in my mouth. But that was the goal here. I wanted that so much, so desperately... which was different for me and something I didn't want to examine too much right now.
"Oh, my God, Sky. Sky..."
With one hand, he grabbed my hair, a little roughly, and I wondered if Kieran even realized it. I loved it, though, and I just kept going, moaning around him with more pressure, more sensation.
"Christ... Sky..."
He let out the loudest gasp, starting to let go, while I eased up the speed and softened my movements as he burst into my mouth, his hips jerking, and I swallowed, then swallowed again, so beyond thrilled and happy that we'd been able to have this moment together.
His whole body trembled as his arms reached for me, pulling me up to him, side by side, face to face. Staring into my eyes, we held each other tight.
"I-I can't believe you did that," he said, breathless.
I thought that was kind of a strange thing to say. "Really? Why?"
He took in a shaky breath, and I caressed his arms, leaving behind goosebumps on his still shaking body. "No one's ever done that before."
My eyes nearly popped out of my head. Was he kidding me? Christina had never gone down on him in all the years they'd been together? Or some other girl before that? I didn't really know what to say.
"I mean, well... it just... wow," he said, clearly struggling for the right words. "I didn't know it could be like that."
"That's only the beginning," I whispered, so close to his lips.
His body shuddered again, making something inside my chest squeeze tight at the vulnerability he was showing me. With one finger, he reached out and touched my mouth.
"Where did you come from?" he asked, like he was under some kind of spell. "You have completely changed my life."
Gently, he traced my lips with his finger as I thought about his words. They kind of scared me because I felt the exact same way. Something about being with Kieran tonight had catapulted our relationship or whatever this thing was to a whole new level. I had to admit that mixed in with the fear, though, was an equal part of me that was thrilled.
His finger fell away from my lips, and his eyes took on that hungry look again as we breathed each other's air, making me wonder if this night wasn't over.
"I want to make you feel the same way, beautiful," he said so softly I had to strain to hear him.