Page 95 of The Pinkie Pact

I stared at her naked body the whole time, not even believing that this beautiful girl had actually just had sex with me, and she kind of seemed to like it. How was that even possible?

She laid that gorgeous body back down on the bed next to me. "Now I'm ready for some cuddles," she said, settling onto my shoulder, her hand gently touching my chest. "At least until the next round."

Next round? What was she talking about? "Um, um..." I couldn't quite get the words out.

Holding her head up to look at me, her eyes focused on mine. "Don't even tell me you only brought the one condom?"

I nodded, feeling like a complete idiot. In my defense, I never in my wildest dreams thought she'd want to have sex at all, let alone more than once.

"You didn't think we might need more?"

"Um, no. I guess not."

Her smile was so incredibly bright, it almost hurt to look at her. "You are so cute." She put her head back down. "What am I going to do with you?"

All I could do was shrug. "I don't know."

"We're just going to have to get creative."

I could practically feel her mind working as she rested on my shoulder, her body pressed up against me, her leg wrapped over mine. The feel of her in my arms... I mean, the sex had been phenomenal, earth-shattering, awe-inspiring.

But this? The closeness I felt with her right now blew me away. And I knew exactly why. Because I hadn't just fallen for this girl. I was madly, crazily in love with Sky.

She set my soul on fire.

A Realization

Sky

The next day, I somehow managed to get through my classes on barely any sleep. Late afternoon, I sat in Calc, daydreaming about the night before, remembering the champagne wet spot on the bed that we'd had fun making, and then our shower together when we'd explored every inch of each other with our hands and mouths.

I still couldn't believe he'd only brought one condom. He was so cute and innocent in a way I was definitely not used to with guys. Something about that made me feel so special, that I could teach him this world ahead of us and that we could even explore new things together. The whole night, he'd had this look on his face like he was in total awe of what we were doing, like he couldn't quite believe it was happening.

The strangest thing was even though he was inexperienced, it had been the best sex of my life. By far. And I had been with some guys who knew exactly what they were doing. But I realized now they were just kind of going through the motions. Sure, they wanted to get me off but only so I'd return the favor.

But Kieran? He had actually really, really wanted to just because... just because he cared about me. At least that's what I thought. I'd never been with anyone like Kieran. I'd never been with someone who seemed to care so much, and I was stunned to find out how different it was, how amazing it made the entire experience for me. It was more than sex, and I could hardly wait to be with him again.

After sleeping a few hours in each other's arms, we woke up from the sunlight, and I so badly wanted to straddle Kieran, but the whole condom thing stopped us. So we found other ways to satisfy ourselves. But clearly, I needed to do something, and when I'd arrived back in my room, I had called student health first thing to set up an appointment for STI testing and to get an IUD.

Even though I'd been tested a year and a half ago after my incident, it couldn't hurt to do it again. My incident. Wow, I hadn't thought about it in a while. Shaking my head in disbelief, I couldn't believe it.

I'd never quite forget it or be one-hundred percent over it. But as my therapist in Sacramento had said, I'd most likely be able to move on from it and be able to be intimate again. And I was thrilled that she'd been right. Deep down, I also knew I had Kieran to thank for that because he'd made it what it was... and that was something extraordinary.

My classmates started to get up, and I realized I had missed every freaking thing today. I'd have to text someone later to see what we'd actually talked about. Oops.

Being with Kieran might be bad for my grades, and I'd have to work on finding some sort of balance... especially because he was picking me up from class right now to start our night together early.

I packed my bag and practically ran out the door. And there he was, leaning up against the brick wall, a huge smile on his face when he spotted me.

Not able to help myself, I gave him a good jump and straddle, hoping he could hold me up, and he easily did, thank goodness. I pressed my mouth to his in a sweet kiss, unable to resist those lips that were so close to mine as he chuckled against me.

"That's quite the hello. I think I'll be picking you up from school more often," he said, those eyes somehow greener.

"You better." I put my feet down. "I'm glad you could hold me up because..." I stood up on my tiptoes to reach his ear. "I want you to fuck me against a wall," I whispered.

He shivered against me. "Holy crap, Sky. Are you trying to make me hard? I'm already halfway there just seeing you."

"And I'm already wet for you," I said softly against his neck before pulling back to look at him.

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