Page 82 of Living Without

Shifting back, I saw my woman’s eyes were wet. “Gorgeous?”

She sniffed. “You really have loved me forever.”

“Yeah, angel, and I’ll keep lovin’ you for the rest of my life.”

“I love you, too, Saxon Black,” she said and then lifted her hips so my cock slipped past her entrance.

“Christ, woman. Need to know, saw pills, you takin’ them?”

“Yes.” She grinned.

“Thank fuck, wanna feel you with nothin’ between us.”

“Then do it.”

“Nary, it’s gonna hurt—”

“Do it,” she insisted. “I trust you to take care of me, and by that, I mean also making sure I orgasm.”

Grinning, I said, “You’re on.” I thrust in fast. She cried out when I felt the tear inside her, but I kept going until my cock was all the way in. There, I stopped so she could catch her breath. Her eyes were closed tight, her lips thinned. Goddamn, I hated to see the pain on her face. “You okay?”

“Hmm.” She then opened her eyes and smiled up at me. Pulling myself out a little, I watched her eyes widen, so I stopped. “It’s okay,” she reassured me. “It hurt a little, but it felt nice also.”

“You sure?” My voice was gravelly because, fuck, it was taking all my control to not just fuck her senseless. My cock was near exploding inside of her. My woman was so fuckin’ tight and wet. He was enjoyin’ it. Shit,Iwas enjoyin’ it, but I wanted my woman to also.

“Yes. Please, keep going.”

Shifting out again, all the way until the tip just touched her, I looked down and saw blood on my cock. My woman was mine and no one else’s. I wanted to beat my chest and roar in elation. Instead, I sank back into her tightness. She whimpered, her eyes closing, and a cute smile touched her lips. Leaning in, I kissed her. She moaned as our tongues played, while I slid my cock back out and in.

Going to one elbow, I kissed her one last time and then slid my gaze down our bodies to watch where we were connected.

When my woman cupped my neck, I met her eyes. “You feel so good,” she whispered.

“Christ, so do you.” I got to my hands, over her and ordered, “Look at us. Look, angel.” She went to her elbows and moved her gaze between her legs, watching my cock slide in and out of her. A sudden surge of wetness made her slicker. “You like watching us.”

“God, yes.”

“Fuck, woman. You’re gonna make me come.”

Leaning on one hand, I slowed my pace, thrusting gently in her, and rubbed at her clit. She threw her head back and cried my name.

“Jesus,” I snarled as her walls clamped around my cock. “Nary, angel. Hell.” I groaned as she kept coming, panting and moaning. I couldn’t stop. My hips pumped harder and harder into her. “I’m… fuck, I’m coming!” I yelled and shot my cum into my woman.

I kept pushing inside, lovin’ the feel of her, and grunting until I was empty. I slid out gently and landed beside her. She curled into me, tucking her head under my chin.

“Worth the wait. You’re worth everything,” I said, my voice low and rough.

“So are you,” she whispered and tipped her head to kiss my chest. “Are we really not going to Josie’s?”

Chucklin’, I told her, “Fuck yes. When we catch our breath, I’m runnin’ you a bath, takin’ care of you, and then, if you’re up to it, we’re makin’ love again.”

“Hmm,” she said sleepily. “I love the sound of that.”

Epilogue

NARY

Everything was perfect. I couldn’t stop smiling, and my stomach wouldn’t stop dancing and dipping in pleasure. Saxon and I had spent the previous day making love in just about every room in the apartment. Just the memory of it warmed my body. I was a little sore, but it was worth it. When I’d told him that, after he asked how I was feeling, he’d frowned. He hated me being in pain, but it was a discomfort I cherished. Which was what I’d told him, and then I’d added how much I loved that I could still feel him between my legs. It would mean that he would always be on my mind. He liked that fact, if the smug smile was anything to go by.

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