Page 58 of Ruin

“You two…?”

“Yeah, brother. But don’t tell anyone, since I haven’t.”

Cowboy nodded. “Got it.”

“Tell Mimi we’ll do dinner,” I ordered.

“Okay,” I heard him say before I dragged Josh towards our room.

Ourroom.

It was no longer mine. But ours.

Again, how did it happen so fast?

Because he’s different from anyone I have been with before.

“Where’s the fire?” Josh huffed out a laugh.

Opening the door, I waved off the guards from checking the room and strode in, slamming the door behind us. I wrapped my arms around Josh’s neck and kissed him like it would be our last. I pushed everything I felt into the kiss and deepened it, drawing out a moan from the man in my arms. He gripped me tightly around the waist. I never wanted it to end. I could do this every day and night for the rest of my life because his mouth, his body, his heart and soul were made for me.

He was mine.

Mine.

Breaking the kiss, we tried to catch our breaths as we stared into each other’s gazes. Josh brushed his fingers through my hair.

“You’re fuckin’ gorgeous.”

Shit. My heart couldn’t take any more. It was already full.

But I couldn’t lose him.

I couldn’t.

If I had to give things up for him, I would. It wouldn’t be easy, but he would be worth it.

“What are you thinkin’?”

“That I want to suck your dick.”

Several noises dropped from him at the same time, a snort, laugh, and groan. “Jesus, Taro.”

Sliding a hand down, I palmed his hardness behind his jeans. I smirked. “Look who’s ready.”

“I’m not sure—”

“If you deny me this, pet, I’ll pout all day long while I go back to work.”

Another chuckle left him while he shook his head. “You’re crazy.”

“Just a little.”

He cupped my cheeks. “Taro, you don’t have to distract yourself with that. We don’t even have to talk. We can sit around and watch stupid shit while doin’ nothin’.”

I lifted my hands to grip his wrists. “I’m not doing this to distract myself. I want to because you make me feel so much. Selfishly, I want to pleasure you in ways where you’ll never want a woman to touch you again, because all you can do is think about me, my mouth, and body.”

His grin was wide. “How can I argue with that?”

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