I recall Blake’s touch as we grappled in the cell, his grip on my thighs, his mouth close to mine.
I scrub myself harder.
When I’m clean, I shiver as I pat myself dry with the towel by the bucket. I pull on the dress that has been laid out for me.
My muscles harden as I realize it is the long-sleeved white dress I was going to wear to meet the Wolf King for the first time. The one Blake said made me look like a doll. Did he bring this here for me to wear?
It serves both of James’s purposes, I suppose. It is the right color for a wedding gown, should I accept his proposal. But it also signals an innocence I no longer possess, should he need to sell me back to Sebastian.
I take a deep breath, and taste dust and decay on the air. I smooth down the front of the dress, then run my fingers through my tangled red hair. I straighten my posture.
I know what I must do.
The door opens, and the guard returns. He reaches for me, but I step back.
“I will not run,” I say, meeting his hard glare. “I am ready to meet with your king.”
He nods. “Fine.”
He leads me out of the room.
We exit the manor through a cold entrance hall, and step out onto the grounds outside where the Wolves are gathering. The wind whips my hair, and ruffles my dress, yet I am not cold. I am too fired up with adrenaline for that.
We weave through the crowd. Swords and daggers glint in the moonlight. My boots sink into the mud. The air smells like horses and male sweat, sweetened by the heather that grows in the surrounding mountains.
A little way ahead of them stands James with a large white horse. Its mane is the color of moonlight. He’s looking away from his men, up at the sky.
Not far from him, I spot Blake.
He’s dressed all in black, and stands still among the chaos. The wind ruffles his dark hair. His expression is unreadable.
A flash of anger surges through me. I walk to him, and tilt my head.
There is no smirk on his lips. He emanates darkness.
“You will get what is coming to you, Blake.” My breath plumes, twisting in the air between us. “Everything that you have, everything that you are, is built on lies and pretense and falsehoods. One day, you will make a wrong move, and it will all crumble around you. One day, you will be your own undoing. I only wish I could be there to see you fall.”
He brushes past me and weaves through the crowd toward the manor without so much as a word.
A tornado of rage whirls inside my chest. That is the last interaction we are to have? Does he not have anything to say to me? Is he even coming with us?
“Keep going.” The guard pushes me, and I stumble forward toward the Wolf King.
James turns.
All thoughts of Blake dissipate. I gather myself, and stare at the more pressing threat before me. He’s dressed for battle with a sword and a dagger on his belt. He’s an imposing figure, standing in front of a backdrop of shadowy mountains with the wind stirring his shoulder-length hair.
He arches an eyebrow. “Well?”
I brace myself. “I have not changed my mind. I will not marry you. But I have another option—”
“No. If you will not accept my gracious offer, there is only one other option available.” Before I can step back, he scoops me up and hoists me onto the horse.
Panic fizzes inside my chest. “Listen—”
“Quiet.” His voice is hard and commanding as he mounts behind me. He hooks an arm around my waist, and my skin crawls.
“Get off me!” I elbow him in the side.