He inclines his head, then rises to his full height. “Back on the horse.”
He hoists me up, then mounts behind me.
We ride onward.
***
It is not long before we stop at the edge of the valley.
The moon bathes the land below in white light, washing the color from the grass, and turning the heather silver. Up here, we are concealed by tall trees that spill down the mountainside—enveloped by shadows and the scent of pine.
I spot torchlight in the valley below. Borderlands men await.
James sends one of his men down there to check Sebastian is among them, and to confirm they have the Heart of the Moon—fake or otherwise.
“How do you know they won’t just slaughter you when you ride down?” I say.
“Because I know Sebastian. And I have the daughter of their king.”
“I think you overestimate my value.”
“Let’s hope not.” His voice is curt—almost a warning—and signals the end of our conversation.
The rider comes back ten minutes later, and nods at James before re-joining the army.
Nerves twist in my stomach.
“What if he’s brought the real Heart of the Moon with him?” I ask.
I hear the menacing smile in James’s voice. “Then we shift, and it will turn out to be a very quick battle indeed.”
He looks over his shoulder at his men.
“I want ten of you to ride down with me for the exchange. The rest, wait on my signal.”
“What’s the signal?” calls a male from within the trees.
“Southern screams,” says James.
The soldiers laugh and jeer.
“Let’s get you back to your betrothed, shall we?” says James.
He digs his heels into the horse and my stomach drops.
We descend into the valley where Sebastian awaits.
Chapter Fifty-Six
Want is a strange thing.
If you feed it, it gets hungrier and it grows. You find yourself wanting more and more and more—your appetite never quite sated. If you starve it, it fades away. It shrivels, and dies, until it’s nothing at all.
When I was a young, I wanted things. I wanted to be lady of a grand house, or even a queen. I wanted a husband who loved me. I wanted to help my people.
After my mother died, I just wanted to endure.
Then, one day, I wanted nothing at all.