“Your regret is you should have hurt himearlier?”
“Aye. I let him disobey me because I knew about the lass he wanted to save. I was too soft on the lad.”
“Dislocating someone’s arm is hardly taking care of them, nor being soft!”
“It’s better than killing them foryourbetrothed’s amusement!” His tone is harsher than I’ve ever heard it, and cool shame floods my system.
“It’s not as if I have a say in who I marry!”
“No? I thought you said there was always a choice, Princess.”
I grit my teeth. “Yes. And the choice was to marry Sebastian and survive, or refuse him—rendering myself useless to my father. I made my choice to survive, and I would make it again.”
“Aye. And I made my choice, too,” says Callum, his tone a little softer. “I chose to rough up the lad in the ring so you’d take pity on him and spare him.”
My breath mists in front of my face as I breathe out slowly. “You couldn’t possibly know I would do that.”
“I didn’t,” he says. “Not for certain. But I could smell your fear, and hear your heartbeat. I could sense your repulsion of the men sitting beside you, and I could feel you didn’t want to be there in that hall. And yet, you didn’t show it. And when your eyes met mine, I could see the steel in them. I could see the determination, and the strength, and the fire in your soul. Most people would’ve looked away from me if I’d looked at them the way I looked at you, but you didn’t. And I felt the hatred in that gaze. You hated everyone in that room, and you hated me. Goddess, you hated me. You hated me for what I was about to do to the lad.” He lets loose a half-laugh that sounds almost like a growl. “No. I didn’t know for certain. But I was pretty sure.”
Something tightens, then loosens, inside me.
I’m not sure why his words are having such an effect on me. Perhaps because he is right. Perhaps because, in a room crowded with people, he was the only one who noticed me. I cannot remember a time when anyone else has ever really looked.
“I noticed something else about the way you were looking at me, Princess.” His voice is lighter, almost teasing.
My eyebrows knit together. “What?”
“You thought I was handsome.” His voice is alight with amusement now. I can hear the stupid grin on his face.
“I did not!” My face flushes as I elbow him in the side.
He roars with laughter. I’m surprised he doesn’t upset the horse. She’s probably used to carrying around big brutes like him, poor thing. I’m about to ask if that’s true, when we reach the crest of a hill, revealing the valley below.
A rugged castle made of stone stands in the distance. It’s beside a loch with water so black it looks bottomless. Beyond, there is a backdrop of mountains, and a forest that stretches into the distance.
My stomach clenches.
“There she is,” says Callum. “Castle Madadh-allaidh. No doubt the rest of our party will have alerted the king that we’re on our way. Are you ready, Princess?”
I swallow, steadying my writhing nerves.
I will myself to be stone. No, steel.
I nod. “Yes.”
Callum tightens his arm around my waist in what I think is supposed to be a reassuring gesture.
He takes the reins with both hands, digs his heels into the horse, and we gallop down the hill toward the castle.
Chapter Thirteen
The castle courtyard is full of Wolves.
They look like men and women, but I know what lurks beneath their skin. It’s obvious in the way they dress and wear their hair wild and loose, shouting at one another across the stone yard in accents as thick as the grime that coats them.
The air is loud and smelly and wild as the wind whips my hair into my face.
Ahead, the castle waits for me, like a dangerous beast, with walls made of crumbling grey stone. It’s tall and angular in appearance, with a turret that casts a long shadow over the courtyard.