Page 67 of For Pleasure Or Worse

Her expression reddened, sheer embarrassment blossoming in her cheeks and migrating down her chest.

“Were you fucking yourself in the shower, Tal?” I slithered toward her. “Did you put this in your pussy when you thought you were all alone at home?”

Her tongue darted out to wet her lips and I was back to standing between her parted legs, running the head of the toy from her thigh down to her knee. She tensed and I pushed back until she fell completely open.

“Answer me.”

“Yes.”

“What am I going to do with you?” I said softly. Natalia lifted her hips as I grazed the head of the dildo against her clit. We’d used toys in bed together before, so I wasn’t startling her with anything she hadn’t already handled. But there was a primitive difference between those times and now.

Her short gasp hung in the air as I slapped it against her wet flesh, rubbing the silicone against the lips of her pussy until it was glistening. I stopped when I was satisfied and ran the toy up her body, circling her nipples and dragging the head straight to the seam of her mouth. “Open,” I told her. “I want you to taste how fucking desperate you are.”

A pleased smile curled Tally’s lips. She was loving every second of being told what to do and how to act. Submitting to me. This was our favorite game to play. She parted her lips and stuck her tongue out wide, batting long innocent eyelashes at me as she did. I let the toy slide over her tongue and disappeardown the back of her throat, and she hummed around it, sucking slowly and letting go with a loud pop when she’d licked herself off it.

My pulse was alive and beating erratically, most noticeably in the erection I was fighting to ignore as it crested against the suppressive lining of my bathing suit. I wanted to fill her throat worse than anything. To feel her hot mouth around me, the sweep of her tongue massaging my shaft and balls. To take her by the hair and fuck her face until she was drooling.

“You wanted this, right?” I propositioned her. “You wanted to play, baby. So let’s play.”

I stepped backward, taking her by the hair at the nape of her neck and dragging her down to her knees on the floor. Rough and abrupt. Her spine straightened as she felt the drag of the toy again against her cheek before I pushed it back between her lips and started thrusting it.

God, I was going to fucking lose it. Precum was dripping inside my shorts. I was so uncomfortably hard it was masochistic to watch her brown doe eyes blow out and glaze with tears like the most grateful woman in the world to be used like this. I pulled it from her mouth, spit following, and she smiled her perfect, charming, elated smile, giving me the green light to push her even further.

Our bodies were so in sync that we worked in cues and beats, especially when it came to sex. I hardly needed to check in with her verbally. After over a year every single movement, whine, moan, tremble, and swivel of her hips was a language I was fluent in.

“I’m going to make sure every single one of these holes is filled properly,” I said. “Would you like that, angel?”

Her eyes were level with the bulge of my cock. “Please.”

I wrenched her forward and pressed her face to it. Her mouth parted, leaving sloppy kisses across the outline of my shaft. Shehummed, and the vibration sent my neck rolling back and I stared at the ceiling, letting the feeling of her lips and her tongue crash and roll over me. “You own me, Tally,” I found myself saying. “I worship you. I would spend my life on a leash for you, if that’s what you wanted. And I know from that look in your eye, and that smile on your spit-stained lips, that you feel exactly the same way about me. I’ve known it for a long time. I know I can do whatever I want to you, and you’ll let me. So prove to me, like the little cockhungry slut you are, just how badly you need your fiancé to fuck you.”

“I need it?—”

I pressed my finger to her lips. “Showme.”

Natalia walked her long pink fingernails up both my thighs, gaze never leaving mine as they hooked onto my waistband and tugged my shorts down to the floor. Before she could touch me I bent over, taking her pretty face in both my hands and crushing our lips together. Our tongues mingled briefly, before I pecked the tip of her nose and straightened back up. That kiss said all it needed to. That my deep respect for her would never waver despite howdisrespectfullyshe was going to be ruined for the rest of the night.

Natalia lifted both her hands and wiggled her fingers. The shimmer of her rings glinted in the sunlight dripping over the horizon and casting the room in a deep orange glow. “Take these off for me.”

I plucked two decorative gold rings off her pinky and middle finger on her right hand, tossing them aside, and then repeated the same thing on her left hand with a thick ring on her thumb and several stacked thin on her index finger. I paused at her engagement ring, rolling it between the tips of my fingers and watching it catch and blaze like fire in the sunlight, swathing the wall beside us in circles of color. I loved this ring. I agonized over it for weeks, unsure if she’d like it despite knowing therewas something very similar hanging out on a Pinterest board she owned. I wanted the simple diamond to accentuate her own beauty, not demand attention. It was perfect for her and it made me proud every single day I got to see her wear it.

I left it on her finger, dropping her hand back down to her side. “As a reminder that I love you. Because I’m about to fuck you like I don’t.”

Her jaw fell open and I took that cue to drag her lips to the head of my cock and urge her mouth to widen. She swallowed the tip eagerly and a gruff, trapped noise broke through the cage of my chest.Fuuuuck me.I squeezed my eyes shut to recenter myself. I was going through something torturous from the outside looking in. Every ounce of pleasure in my body was in the twist of her hands as she brought them to the base and pumped me, her lips meeting the knuckle of her hand halfway, and then her throat chasing it back down.

“You are something else, Tal,” I praised. “An absolute knockout on your knees. Keep sucking, princess. I know you’ve been thinking about this.”

Her eyes flashed to me, and she grabbed me by the hips and unhinged her jaw, swallowing until her nose touched the patch of hair at my base. My dick twitched like it was on edge, and I was. I was so close to letting go.

“Stand up,” I coaxed her, unwilling to let it get to that point. I wasn’t coming anywhere but inside her, I would make damn well sure of that. She fell back onto the bed, crumpled white sheets billowing, the bright pink toy at her side and still that light of excitement glowing around her like a halo. The irony of that thought wasn’t lost on me.

On the nightstand was the bottle of lube and our salaciously decorative hand towel. I brought them both back to Tally and my eyes hooded to find her fingers between her legs, circling her swollen clit gently.

“Look how excited you are for this. You can’t even keep your hands off your pussy for a minute.” I swatted her fingers away, replacing them with mine and a sweet, high-pitched moan squeaked out of her. “It feels much better when it’s me though, doesn’t it?”

“It feels much better when it’s you inside me,” she sighed petulantly. I was frustrating her with little whispers of a touch, brushing her clit and taking the sensation away. “Mateo, fuck me before a goddamn dust storm comes through this villa and cockblocks us again.”

I plunged a finger inside her and her spine bowed in answer. “Don’t rush me, baby. I am going to take a long time with you because it’s been a long time. I want to revisit some things.” My finger pushed and pulled. I rubbed a small ridged part of her and she hissed, teeth clattering together. My thumb worked her clit in circles and in no time at all she was dripping to my knuckles, her pussy fluttering around my middle finger. So I added another.

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