I look around my room, our room, and through the window. We turned this room into our bedroom so we could see stars and moonlight.
I smile sadly at the moon lighting my window.
This is it.
This is what he meant when he said we aren’t meant to be together.
I can see it now and it is time for me to move on.
There is no escape from what is going to happen.
There is no future for me here anymore.
It is time for me to embrace who I really am.
It is time to take my life in my hands. To take back the power that has been taken away from me.