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Modern AU where Devon owns a bookstore and Adanna is an heiress who moves into town, trying to shake off her family legacy and the paparazzi, and gets a job in Devon’s shop instead – much to his chagrin! (AN: updates weekly! Back on schedule after I broke my arm this summer trying to high kick too ferociously in my audition for Shrek the Musical! Next chapter coming on Thursday!)

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CHAPTER 10

Daphne takes a long slurp of her pumpkin spice latte and gives me a critical look. ‘And you’resureit wasn’t a date?’

Chloe leans a bit closer across our table, pushing her designer glasses up her ski-slope nose. I’m honoured to not just be included, butcentralto this little pre-college meet-up in Costa. Plus, Daphne’s added me to a group chat, which is a definite step in the right direction.

‘Maybe he was nervous?’ Chloe suggests. ‘And didn’t know how to kick this Max guy out without being rude?’

‘Maybe …’

‘And he hugged you at the end,andsaw you to the door,’ Nikita says. She pats her hair with marbled pink-and-gold nails, her natural chestnut curls smoothed and slicked into a pin-straight ponytail today.

‘And he sat on the bed with you, too!’ Daphne adds. Today, she wears various tones of beige and cream that complement her fair skin and deep brown eyes. Her jewellery is artfully mismatched silvers and golds that look like she just threw the look together; I’d have agonized over it for hours. ‘I reckon you’re totally in. It’s just … slow burn, that’s all. I wouldn’t worry about it yet, if I were you – it all adds up to him being nervous, like Chloe said. You said he’s never been in a relationship before, plus you’re really good friends, so he’ll be extra worried about damaging your friendship by making the wrong move.’

‘So what do I do? It’s turned into this regular group hang now, which wassonot the plan, but I don’t know how to get out of it …’

It feels so good to have some people to turn to for advice about this, people who are external to my friendship with Jake. Evie couldn’t join us this morning, but I’m starting to think that if I just asked her to keep this a secret, she wouldn’t gossip to any mutual friends. And chatting about this romance drama with Jake, however one-sided it might be at the minute, feels like I’m really solidifying my place in this group. It’s giving us something to bond over.

I haven’t even had to mention all the OWAR stuff! A total bonus.

A split-second later, I realize that even thinking about OWAR has jinxed it.

As the girls start workshopping ways that I might be able to see more of JakewithoutMax, or how I might be able to up the ante by flirting over text a bit more obviously if he’s not picking up any of the hints I’ve dropped so far, the door opens. I’m sat facing it, so my eyes are automatically drawn to who walks in.

It’s Anissa, from my old school and my art class, who looked just a bittoolong at my Téiglin-inspired sketch. She’s wearing a long, chequered shirt under a boxy bomber jacket, purple leggings, and pieces of uneven brown hair fall around her face where the rest of it is pulled up in a messy bun.

Nikita notices me looking, and cuts herself off mid-sentence to whisper to us, ‘Oh my God, have you guys met her yet? She’ssucha weirdo. Dead quiet, and I don’t think she’s got any friends – although I’m not sure shewantsany. It’s not like I’ve seen her make any effort to chat to people. She’s in my French class. She’s got history with us too, hasn’t she, Cerys?’

Daphne’s eyes widen as she glances over and recognizes her. ‘Evie told me about her! Apparently she’s like … awitch.’

I’ve heard those rumours, too; and right now, Inotice the silver dagger-shaped earring dangling from one of Anissa’s ears, visible with her choppy hairdo. It’s arguably the least out-there of anything I’ve seen Anissa wear before.

Daphne is whispering now, and we all lean in to listen. ‘She has one of those evil eye bracelets and has, like, a tarot deck and stuff, and Evie said shecursedsomeone. Some guy in the year above who was bullying her, and then Anissa cursed him – everyone saw her do it – and the next day he broke his nose in rugby.’

‘That’s ridiculous,’ Nikita scoffs, but her voice has dropped too, and there’s a furrow in her brow like she doesn’t quite believe her own scorn. I always assumed they were just rumours, people just being a bit needlessly mean about Anissa, but …

Well, I wouldn’t mess with her. Just in case.

‘Never mindthat. What onearthis going on with her hair?’ Chloe asks us, aghast. She pats her own immaculate French plait. ‘Did she cut it herself, d’you think?’

‘With blunt scissors, maybe,’ Daphne adds, because that’s exactly how it looks, and we all giggle. ‘I had theworstluck with a hairdresser a couple of years ago, tried to get a long bob and ended up with …Hang on, let me find the pictures, you’ll never believe …’

But just as she says it, Anissa looks over at us all.

Chloe gives her a little wave, though she’s blushing and looking guilty. Nikita, sat with her back to the door but who’d turned around to look and may or may not have been caught staring, looks at us all with puffed-out cheeks and wide eyes, not sure whether to laugh at her own embarrassment or not.

I duck out of sight best I can.

I can’t shake the feeling that Anissa knewexactlywhere the inspiration for my sketch last week had come from. If she did, that means she’s anOf Wrath and Runefan like Jake and Max, but hearing Nikita talk about what an outcast she is only solidifies why I don’t want them to know about my association with the series. I’ve only just shaken off my own loner status at college and found a friend group before it got too late, but Anissa has done the opposite.

I don’t want to be like that.

Maybe Anissa is just shy, or maybe she’s generally a bit socially awkward, and those are totally separate facts from her liking OWAR. I know, rationally, the two don’t go hand-in-hand. Look at Jake! And the Discord community seem pretty chatty and nice – @silversmithhh has been messaging me on and off overthe last few days, dissecting our favourite romance tropes and recommending me yet more fanfic and even some books she thinks I’ll like. She’s a first year uni student at Cardiff studying law, and has a great appreciation for a longing look and grand romantic gestures.

But I think about Max with his off-putting attitude, and I also know that being an OWAR fan doesn’t automatically make you alikeableperson, either.

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