‘No, Anissa, I –’Rumbled, but not quite. I feel truly, properly heinous for having used her at all – even if it backfired wildly, and even if I do genuinely like spending time with her. More sincerely, I tell her, ‘I’m sad we didn’t get to hang out more, too. Honestly, I thought you and Max would get on really well. I’m sorry.’
‘Maybe …’ she starts, and then falls quiet, never finishing her sentence.
I try to finish it for her. I don’t know her like I do Jake, but I think I’m starting to. I know I’d like to. ‘Maybe we could hang out again soon? Outside of school or the Discord chat, I mean, and without boys getting in the way.’
‘Yeah.’ I can hear the grin in her voice. ‘I’d like that.’
GIRLIE POPS!
Nikita
@Cerys we are on TENTERHOOKS girl, how did the party go????
Chloe
DID YOU GUYS KISS?
Me
The party was okay, no kiss with Jake though. Nothing to report sorry gang
Evie
Oh boooo! That sucks babe
Nikita
But it was so promising! Did he get too drunk?
Chloe
Maybe he didn’t know how to get a moment alone with you to make a move, and it was just too intimidating with everyone else there?
Evie
That’s gotta be it!
Nikita
I see you reading these messages @Daphne, any thoughts/sorrows/prayers for poor Cerys over here?
Me
It’s okay, the whole thing was just a bust. I’d rather not talk about it tbh
Daphne
Kind of busy right now sorry. Will catch up later
Evie
Our resident yappers going quiet? I never thought I’d see the day!
Chloe
Okay well we can just catch up at Costa this week? Morning debrief?
Me