Omen
WALKING IN THE clubhouseafter being gone the last three days, I only want two things—a couple drinks and a woman to suck my cock. Nothing else matters except those two things and a shower to wash away the grime of being on the road the last few days. I had to go on a run for the club and it did nothing to get Oaklynn off of my mind. Every fucking second of the day she’s on my mind and no matter what the hell I do changes that shit. I still can’t get hard unless I’m thinking about her or our night together. My imagination has had her every way possible and I think I even invented some new positions when it comes to her. I want to fuck her again and again in every single room of the clubhouse and then take her home to fuck her throughout my house. Yes, I have a house but I prefer to remain in the clubhouse where the rest of the guys live. It was better when Homicide lived here too, but now he lives in his home with his wife and children. I don’t think it will be the same without him here at my side, but only time will tell. Maybe I’ll end up spending more time at home instead of here at the clubhouse.
“What’s got you so lost in thought?” my dad asks me, walking outside to where I remain sitting on my bike as the rest of the guys on the run with me make their way inside.
“A lot’s on my mind and I don’t know what to do about it,” I answer him honestly, knowing my dad will be able to tell if I’m lying to him.
“Talk to me, Son. You can tell me anythin’ and you know I’ll do my best to give you the advice you need but don’t necessarily want to hear,” he says, both of us laughing because he knows I rarely take any advice I’m given by anyone.
“I slept with a woman after Homicide’s weddin’. It’s been over seven months now and I can’t get her off of my fuckin’ mind. No matter what I’m doin’ or who I’m with, all I can see is her. My cock don’t even fuckin’ work right these days. I only get hard when I’m thinkin’ of her,” I inform him honestly as I look up at him with a wary look on my face.
“I see. You haven’t talked to Oaklynn since the weddin’?” he asks me, already knowing who I’m talking about without me having to say a word.
“I’m not even gonna ask how you know I’m talkin’ about her. You know everythin’ before anyone else. No, I haven’t talked to her since the weddin’. There’s no reason to talk to her or see her again. She had a night with me and that’s all I’m capable of givin’ her,” I state, my voice almost a whisper as I look at my dad and wait to hear what he’s gonna say about this.
“Son, I know why you believe you don’t want an ol’ lady or family of your own. I’ll be the first to admit, I didn’t handle shit the way I should have when you were growin’ up. That’s on me and choosin’ to be at the clubhouse more than I needed to. I could’ve put your mom and you first more than I did. You saw your mom cryin’ because of me and feel you can’t give a woman and kids time because you’ll be away from the clubhouse. Let me ask you somethin’. Do Homicide or Brick seem unhappy or like they’re missin’ out on anythin’ by bein’ home with their family? They give time to the club and more than enough time is spent with their family. Homicide still spends time here at the clubhouse but is home with Melissa and the twins more often than not. Is he missin’ out on anythin’?” my dad questions me, his voice full of the guilt and regret he’s expressed feeling over the years.
“I don’t think he’s missin’ out on anythin’. Brick isn’t either. Just because they manage to make things work doesn’t mean everyone can. I’ve seen some of the guys find relationships and they put the woman last so nothin’ ever lasts. Why do I wanna do that same shit to someone?” I return, not sure what he wants me to say because I’m not built like everyone else. I’ve always known what I want and how I want to live my life.
“You won’t know until you take that chance, Kellan. I love you and that won’t ever change. You’re my son and I’ve respected almost every decision you’ve made. When it comes to this, you’re wrong. There’s a reason you can’t stop thinkin’ about Oaklynn and why your dick doesn’t get hard unless you’re thinkin’ of her. Personally, I think you should talk to her and figure out what you want when it comes to her. I know all about your rule of only bein’ with a woman one time. I’m guessin’ you thought you would use an entire night to work her out of your system and are now findin’ that it didn’t work that way,” he says, a smirk on his face because he knows he’s right. “You should probably know Oaklynn moved here. Her uncle passed away and sold the business she’s been runnin’. Melissa and Grudge talked her into moving here and she’s inside right now.”
“Fuck,” I mutter, dropping my head to my chest as I try to figure out if I’m going inside the clubhouse knowing the woman I haven’t been able to stop thinking about the last seven months is right through that door.
My dad starts laughing as he turns and walks back inside. For several minutes, I remain on my bike and try to get control over my hard cock. The second my dad said she was inside my cock got rock hard and I know a willing woman is the only way to deal with this shit. I also know that I can’t even get off unless I’m thinking of Oaklynn lately. It’s not enough to think of her just so my dick gets hard. Now I can only find my release when I’m imagining her sinking down on my cock and sliding her pussy up and down my length or taking me in her mouth and sucking me until I explode in her mouth.
Taking a deep breath, I finally get off my bike and pocket my keys. With slow steps, I make my way inside the clubhouse to find Grudge leaning against the bar. A woman stands in front of him as he laughs and I know it’s Oaklynn. Every inch of her body is burned into my memory. She places her hand on his arm and a red haze fills my vision. I can’t focus on anything but where she’s touching him. He doesn’t deserve to feel her touch for any reason. As I’m focusing on the pair at the bar, two women slide up to each side of me and press their bodies close.
“We’ve been waiting for you to get back, Omen. You promised us a threesome when you came back from your run,” one of the girls says as I look down to find Meisha and Darian standing and looking up at me with large smiles on their faces as they bat their eyelashes at me.
“So I did,” I respond, giving Grudge and Oaklynn my attention once again.
Oaklynn turns to face me and I glare at her. My eyes travel down her body and when I get to her stomach, my entire body freezes. She’s very clearly pregnant and if I had to guess based on how big she is, the baby is either mine or she fucked someone right before or after me. This only makes the red haze take over more of me. I can’t see or think of anything but of Oaklynn being with someone else. Of her carrying another man’s baby. No, I don’t want a baby or ol’ lady. For some reason, I can’t stand to see Oaklynn with Grudge or believe she’s been with someone else and gotten pregnant by him.
“Omen, you’re back,” Grudge says, stepping up closer to Oaklynn as if he’s protecting her from me. “See you already got your hands full.”
“What I do is none of your concern, Grudge. Besides, it looks as if you’re passin’ the time with my sloppy seconds. You should know she’s nothin’ more than a patch chaser,” I growl out, holding the two women closer to my sides as they watch the brewing showdown between Grudge and myself.
“She’s not a fuckin’ patch chaser, Omen. You got somethin’ against me spendin’ time with a friend who needs my help, that’s your fuckin’ problem. Call her that shit again, I’ll meet ya in the ring,” Grudge says, stepping forward and putting himself in front of Oaklynn.
“It’s nice to know you’re protectin’ your baby mama. How long did you wait until you fucked Grudge, Oaklynn?” I question her as the two girls at my sides laugh from the venom filling my voice as the woman I’ve been unable to forget steps out from behind Grudge.
“I haven’t fucked Grudge or anyone else. Not before you and no one after you. Yes, I’m pregnant and the baby is yours, Omen. Not that I’d expect anything from you because we all know you’re scared of commitment and wouldn’t know how to keep your cock in your pants if your life depended on it. You now know the baby is yours and I have nothing more to say to you. I want nothing from you and this baby doesn’t need you in his or her life. I’m not a fucking patch chaser and I’ll never be anyone’s sloppy seconds. If anything, these two girls should worry about where your dick’s been since you were out of town. I can see in their eyes they want more than one time with you. They’re gonna sink their claws into you and you’ll break their hearts just like you broke mine,” Oaklynn says and my anger turns to rage because she’s lied to me for seven months.
“If I’m the father of the baby, you’ve had about seven months to tell me. Now all of a sudden you choose to move here and expect me to believe you want nothin’ from me? That you’re not here for me and want another ride on my cock?” I question her, my voice hard and cold as I glare at her and watch her stand up taller than before with her head held high.
“I have had seven months to tell you about the baby. Well, I’ve had about five months once I found out. Melissa and Jace asked me to move here once I lost my uncle. My aunt thought it was a good idea. She wants me to live my life and raise the baby where I can be happy. Do I hate that I’m here and you’re now back? Yeah, I do. I don’t want your money or time. This baby will have more than enough love and people in his or her life with me and those I let in my circle. After today, I won’t show my face here at the clubhouse when I know you’re in town. I wantnothingto do with you. Jace, can you take me home please?” Oaklynn says, her voice colder than I’ve ever heard it before as she turns her back on me.
“Omen, let’s go to your room. This skank doesn’t know what she’s talking about. You’re ours for the day and night. Forget the fat bitch and show us you’re not all talk,” Darian says, her voice a purr as if she truly believes it’s sexy and not annoying as fuck.
“Don’t fuckin’ talk about her,” Grudge growls out, his voice low and lethal in ways I’ve never heard before.
If I didn’t know any better, I’d think he had a crush on the woman who has haunted me for seven months. That honestly fills me with more rage than even a few minutes ago. Oaklynn has tears in her eyes as I look at her and start to walk away with the girls clinging to my sides.
“Watch her, Grudge. She’ll sink her claws in you quicker than fuck. That’s why I don’t do more than a night in bed with a woman. This bitch is no different than the rest. Oaklynn wants a biker for a walk on the wild side and then she’ll toss you aside when someone better comes along,” I state, not taking my eyes from Oaklynn as a few tears slip free and the rage filling me turns to guilt with the knowledge that I’m purposely hurting her.
“Fuck off, Omen. You don’t know a fuckin’ thing about Oaklynn and you’re nothin’ more than a fuckin’ manwhore who can’t keep his cock in his pants. Have fun with the loose, used up, STD ridden skanks you choose to go with. I’d be lucky as fuck if Oaklynn wanted me as her man. She’s not a patch chaser like the skanks clingin’ to you. If anyone in this room is tryin’ to sink their claws into a biker, it would be them. Oaklynn, let’s get outta here. You don’t need to put up with this shit,” Grudge states as my dad walks in the common room with my mom under his arm.
Both of my parents look at me with disappointment filling their faces. My dad shakes his head as I pass by with the girls and make my way up to my bedroom with them. Knowing I’ve disappointed the two people who mean the most in the world to me, disgust fills me. The anger filling me caused me to lash out at Oaklynn and she’s the last person who deserves that shit. I’ve never known her to be with anyone in this clubhouse other than me. Oaklynn is as far from a patch chaser as you can get. I’ve had a day full of surprises and I hate that shit when it comes to women. Though, I do believe her when she says the baby is mine. I’m just not letting myself think of that shit because then I’ll have to deal with it and face the consequences of our night together in ways I wasn’t expecting. Though, this entire situation is unexpected considering she hasn’t reached out for money or anything in all the time since she’s found out about the baby.