I’ve never done anal play before, and this isn’t what I expected. I’d thought it would be painful or off-putting, but it feels nice. Different and tight, but nice. It somehow makes Jax feel even bigger inside me, and I moan as all three of my men fuck me in every hole.

“Yes!” I gasp, my eyes widening as Ty inserts another finger, filling me even more while Jax holds me still on his cock.

I try to grind but Jax holds me firm, not letting me move. The sensation is incredible, and I can feel everything. Jax takes one nipple in his mouth while Mason teases the other with his fingers. The pressure inside me continues to grow, ready to send me over the edge but they take their time. With my own orgasm so tantalizingly close I throw myself into the task of making Mason cum with determination, taking his cock as deep as I can to the back of my throat.

“Fuck, Emma,” he hisses, and I feel a smug sense of satisfaction that I can drive them wild too.

I suck him off doing my best pornstar impersonation. Sex with Adam was never like this but with them I feel so uninhibited and unselfconscious.

“Fuck, Emma I’m gonna cum,” Mason growls.

He tries to pull out, but I hold him firm, wanting to taste him, seconds later he finds his release and I swallow it down. My attention shifts back to Jax, and I look him in the eye. Only now does he begin to move again inside me. Finally giving me what I’m desperate for. He plays with my clit while I grind on his cock, teasing my nipples with his tongue while Ty continues to play with my asshole. My senses are on overload, and I completely lose myself to the pleasure they’re giving me. Not caring how I look or how loudly I’m moaning.

“That’s it, Emma, let go,” Ty murmurs approvingly.

“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Jax groans, biting his lip. “I’m so close, baby, I need you to cum with me.”

Those words send me spilling over the edge and my pussy gushes as I climax, moaning as wave after wave of orgasm hits me. Only then does Jax allow himself to let go too and he shudders and grunts as he finds his release.

“Fuck that was good,” he says breathlessly.

“You can say that again,” I reply with a smile, looking at each of them in turn my eyes finally landing on Mason. “Don’t you dare say this was a mistake,” I warn him, my tone teasing.

“Now, why would I say something stupid like that?” he replies with a grin.

Just like that, we’re past the point of no return. This is really happening. However crazy and reckless this might be, right now I couldn’t care less.

Chapter 20

Mason

It’s been five days since we went to visit Bess. Five days since I dragged the Iron Serpents into a war. Five days since we found out Victor Kane is likely behind the kidnapping attempt. Five days since we finally gave in to our desires and accepted that we can’t resist Emma, no matter how much we should.

Bess has been busy trying to find out if there’s a way for us to speak to Kane and see if there’s a resolution that can be reached as per Emma’s suggestion. She’s been unsuccessful so far but assures us she’s getting closer.

J-Bird was understandably pissed to discover that I’d knocked out the leader of the Hell Riders, dragging us into a war with them, something Breaker had been waiting for an excuse to do. When he found out why I did it he was even more pissed. Not only had we put Emma in danger, but we’d not sought his approval before sending her in there. He did, of course, understand why I beat Breaker up. Though even that didn’t placate him since he argued that I ought to have killed him for trying to rape her. Honestly, I regret not doing it, but something told me that if Emma saw me kill him it would break her. Or if I’m being truly honest, I was worried it would change her feelings for me.

If that wasn’t bad enough, J-Bird turned apoplectic when we told him we suspect that Victor Kane is the person targeting his sister and nephew. For all his indignation about me startinga war, he was ready to throw us into an even bigger one by trying to take on Kane. He’s all for killing the man. Fortunately, we managed to convince him to hold off, at least until we’ve tried Emma and Bess’ way. In a way, the war with the Hell Riders is a blessing in disguise since J-Bird is too busy with that to go on a suicide mission after Kane.

Since that night, we’ve had sex with Emma every day, sometimes more than once, while Max is at school. Every time feels more incredible than the last and we can’t get enough of her. When we’re not doing our best to pleasure Emma in new and exciting ways, we’re hungry to learn everything we can about her. Slowly, she’s coming out of her shell and revealing more about herself. We treasure each new fact like a rare pearl.

I didn’t think a woman like Emma could be real. She’s the stuff of fantasy. Not only is she stunningly beautiful, but she’s also smart, funny, determined, fiercely loyal, and a great mother. If you’d asked me before meeting Emma if I wanted to have a family and kids someday, I’d have laughed in your face at the suggestion. But now I can picture it. I generally have very little tolerance for kids, but I find myself amused by Max and fiercely protective of him. He’s a great kid, he reminds me a lot of his mother but also of J-Bird in some ways. I’m surprised to find myself wanting to be a role model to him, and that being around him and Emma is making me a better man.

Thankfully since mine and Jax’s argument, there’s been no ill will between us and no jealousy at all. I’m genuinely happy to see my friends with Emma. Like me, it appears they’re finding her to be a good influence on them and that they’re smitten. Even Ty is coming out of his shell more around her. Emma herself seems to be flourishing, despite the circumstances. From what little she’s told us about her ex-husband, it sounds asthough he did everything he could to dominate and control her, to make her feel less than.

If that bastard wasn’t already dead, I’d kill him for hurting her, for not realizing what an incredible wife he had.

“You look deep in thought, penny for them?” Emma says cheerily as she enters the room, pulling me from my contemplation.

Ty and Jax have gone to help J-Bird with an attempted negotiation with the Hell Riders. Understandably they felt it was best if I stayed behind, my presence would no doubt have a negative effect on coming to an amicable solution. Max is at school, which means I’ve got Emma all to myself.

“Are you worrying about how the meeting is going to go today?” Emma asks sympathetically, cocking her head to the side.

I shrug. “Not really. The guys can handle themselves.”

“Have you heard from Bess?” Emma asks hopefully, sitting down on the couch beside me and tucking her bare feet up under herself, curling up like a cat.

“Not today, no.”