“Yeah,” I breathed out, feeling his cock swelling under my palm. “But I don’t mind. I like having your mark on me.”
“Fuck.” He was fully hard now, his briefs barely containing his erection, his eyes glazed with desire.
Heat coiled low in my stomach, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I surged forward, kissing him, my arms winding around his neck. His lips crushed against mine, rough and hungry, his mouth parting, tongue sliding deep to claim me. God, the taste of him…
Then—a sharp knock.
We jerked apart just in time for the door to swing open. Alicia stepped inside, a stack of reports in her arms. She looked from him to me, oblivious to the tension in the air. “Isaac. Chris.”
Zac cleared his throat, stepping back. “What do you need?”
She handed him the reports. “Finance needs you downstairs.”
He took the files, flipping through them absently before glancing at me again. His eyes still burned, dark with promise. “Chris, I want that file we just talked about ready and spread over my desk when I get back,” he said.
My stomach flipped. I had to bite my lips to stop myself from smirking. “Don’t worry, boss. The file will be waiting and ready for use.”
His nostrils flared. “Good.”
He turned and strode out, Alicia trailing after him.
I let out a slow breath, still feeling the weight of his touch on my wrist, the lingering heat of his mouth. My hole tingled at therealization: Zac wanted me. And I was going to let him have me. Again.
20. Zac
Reconciliation with Chantelle was swift. That was the thing about her—she never let emotions get in the way of her goals. No sulking, no passive-aggressive digs, no waiting for me to grovel. Honestly, I was surprised we even argued at all, though I suppose I had it coming.
That evening when I arrived at her place, there were no tearful accusations, no dramatic silences, icy stares, or anything unproductive like that. Instead, she opened the door with an arched brow, arms folded over her silk blouse.
“You’re on probation, Steele,” she said, her voice smooth as glass. “Behave.”
I could have fed her some excuse—finding a lawyer for Chris’s case, a late-night conference call, a drink that turned into three—but she wouldn’t have believed me, and she wouldn’t have cared. Chantelle wasn’t interested in explanations. She was interested in results. And the result she wanted was me standing beside her at our wedding, in the perfect tuxedo, in the perfect venue, with the perfect guest list looking on.
She knew there was nothing to be gained from dragging out an argument, so she let it go. She was good at that—compartmentalizing, filing things away, refocusing on the bigger picture. Not dealing with emotions—only the outcomes.
So, I kissed her cheek and murmured, “I guess I deserve that.”
She hummed, letting me into her apartment. And just like that, the matter was closed.
* * *
Later that night, as we lay in bed together, I watched the soft rise and fall of her breath. Her bedroom was dark, still. The onlysound was the distant hum of the city beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows.
She curled against me, her leg draped over mine, her breathing already slowing into sleep’s steady rhythm. The sex had been… fine. That was the problem, wasn’t it? There was nothing wrong. No awkwardness. No tension. She’d responded as she always did—soft sighs, appreciative murmurs, the gentle roll of her hips meeting mine in a practiced, predictable flow. Nothing out of place. Nothing unexpected. And yet, the whole thing felt off.
Not because she had changed. BecauseIhad.
I used to think sex with Chantelle was as good as it got—polished, effortless, the perfect blend of control and refinement. But now, lying there in the dark, I couldn’t shake the feeling that it was missing something. Not just urgency. Not just passion. My body knew the difference now. My skin knew the difference.
I exhaled, rubbing a hand down my face. This wasn’t about Chris. Couldn’t be. It was about me. Maybe I was overthinking things. Maybe I was just exhausted. Maybe I just needed to let this feeling pass.
Beside me, Chantelle stirred, her fingers ghosting over my chest. I covered her hand with mine, staring at the ceiling. This was the life I’d chosen. This was the future I was building.
So why did it feel like I was still waiting for something?
21. Chris
It didn’t take long for me and Zac to fall into a new kind of rhythm. A dangerous, reckless rhythm.