Page 87 of Winds of Destiny

Honestly, as I slick my cock and slowly slide into the space my fingers have made within Camrael, I think it’s both. I have to shut my eyes for a second to make sure I don’t come at the sight of me burying myself in his body like this.

I’ve dreamed of being with Cam for years—for most of my life. To actually have him now is… There aren’t words. But heneedswords, he needs encouragement and care.

“You feel so good,” I say, stroking my hands down his back and over his ass. Cam is trembling from exertion and the aftershocks of his orgasm, but he’s listening. “Amazing. I’ve thought about doing this so often. You have no idea.” I pull back, slow and easy.

Kai mimics my movement on the other end, his intense gaze moving from Cam to me and back again.

“So many times. I dreamed about being in your bed like this, of you pulling me between your thighs, of us rutting against each other until we spend.” I thrust in again, still slow, and rub the edges of his red, stretched hole. He tightens and gasps, and I wonder about some of the fantasies he’s had over the years.

I’ll have to ask him about some of them.

“I thought of taking you out into the tall grass, laying you down, and fucking you beneath the open sky. I thought about fingering myself open and riding you in the shallows by the temple.” Which I would never have done before, not with Ophiucas in the bay, but now…there’s potential there.

“And then.” I lean over and kiss his shoulder, lick a path up to the back of his neck and bite down. Cam’s breath hitches as the stretch drives me in even deeper. “I had to listen to you fuck Kai for weeks, and all my visions changed.”

“I knew you wanted in.” Kai sounds a little drunk. “I knew youhadto want in. How could you not, when Cam was showing off for you so much?”

I grin and thrust into his heat again. “You were showing off for me, sweetheart? Trying to make me jealous?”

Cam actually pulls off Kai’s cock long enough to shake his head. “No—notjealous, just—to get you to, to want me. Us. To want b-both of us.”

“Well, it worked. I did want both of you. You know that,” I say, starting to thrust harder. God, he feels so good. He’s the perfect fit, and every time I look at him, I feel blessed to be here. “You let me watch you two together. You could see how turned on I was.” Watching Kai fuck Cam had been incredible, and I was going to do it again…in just a minute. “I wasn’t sure who I wanted to be more, you or him.”

Cam whimpers as he works his lips over the head of Kai’s dick, licking up slick precome. “You’d really let him fuck you?” he finally gasps, sounding illicitly thrilled.

“I’d let either of you fuck me,” I say honestly. It’s not my favorite thing, but I can get into it with the right person, and both of them are very, very right for me. “Only I’d want to see your face,” I go on, sitting up and moving even faster. I’m not going to last long. “I’d want to know it was you every second. I love looking at you, you’re so…Fuck.”

I’m going to come; I can feel it, I’m almost there. Cam lifts his ass and clenches down just right, and I’m done, gone. I come quietly, the way I’m used to, with a gasp and a wordless curse.

When I’m done shuddering, I kiss Cam’s shoulder once more and then open my eyes. I notice two things right away—first, Cam is hard again, and second, Kai is looking at me like he wants to eat me up…or have me eat him.

“Next time,” I promise him, slowly pulling out of Cam. His hole feels reluctant to let me go. I can empathize. “Next time I’ll be in the middle.”

“You can be in the middle right now.” Kai reaches out and grabs me, pulling me in close to him as Cam sits up, and all of a sudden I’m pressed to his chest and Cam is plastered to my back and both of them are kissing me, and I just came but my body doesn’t seem to have gotten the message, because my groinacheswith need.

I wrap my arms around Kai’s shoulders to steady myself and lean into his kiss. We didn’t do much of that while we were running after Cam—we didn’t have a chance to—but I remember how much he liked it. He likes it now, but he’s hungry for more. I want him to have more.

“Tell me what you want,” I say. I have a vision, but I can be flexible.

Kai inhales deeply. “I want…to fuck Cam right now.”

“Thank the gods,” Cam mutters, kissing my shoulder. “Next time, I swear, the two of you can fuck next time and I’ll do whatever you want, but I need it now.”

Never say Kai doesn’t deliver. It’s a matter of moments until we’re rearranged, with me flat on my back and Cam above me and between my legs, mouth open in a stunned “O” as Kai rubs the spit-slick head of his cock over Cam’s hole.

“Fuck, you’re wet from him,” Kai says.

I know exactly what he’s seeing, but I prefer the sight of Cam’s face as Kai slowly slides his massive cock inside of him. There’s not a hint of pain; shock turns to bliss, and he lets out a thready breath as Kai finally settles as deep as he can go.

“You’re so good,” I tell Cam, pulling him a little closer so that he can press his hard cock against my body. I’m well spent, but I want him to feel both of us, to know that we’re here for his pleasure. Kai gets his hands around Cam’s hips and begins to move, slow and steady anddeep, deep enough to make Cam’s eyelids flutter. I press kisses to his face and hold him, giving up freely every ounce of the love I’ve always felt for him. He suffered from not knowing for so long, this is the very least I can do.

“I love you.” I say it openly, no coyness, no artifice. “I love you so much. I feel like Rhianan saved me just so I could love you.”

“Turo,” Cam whispers, his eyes glistening in the soft light.

“You give me so much. Yourself.” I look over his shoulder at Kai, who’s watching us with dark, hungry eyes as his thrusts begin to pick up speed. “Your husband. Your home.” I kiss him again. “I’m yours now. Yours and his, forever. I’ll never go away. I’ll never leave you.”

“Turo—ah—”