Page 61 of 12 Months of Mayhem

There’s no fucking way possible. She’s gorgeous, beautiful beyond any other woman out there. And still, she’s a virgin.

She thinks she can’t continue what we started earlier because she’s a virgin? Or is it she thinks she can’t do it because I’ll push her and take what she’s not ready for? If that’s the case, she’s gonna have to learn, that’s not the type of man I am.

So fuckin’ what? She’s a virgin.

Means . . .

Fuck, it means no one has ever gotten in there.

Means April’s untouched. Nobody has touched her. She’s clean.

And she’s gonna be mine.

I just gotta make it so she understands exactly what that means.