Page 34 of Forsaking His Mate

“I’ve never done this before,” I quickly admit before he can shove inside me.

He’s feral as he grips the back of my neck. “Do you have any idea how much that pleases me?”

I roll my eyes. Of course, he’s happy no one has touched what’s his before him. Wolves are such possessive assholes.

“I’m sorry,” he says.

Then he’s inside me. I gasp as my pussy stretches around his thick shaft. There’s a bite of pain as he pushes through my barrier, but he keeps moving inside me and that rhythm makes the pain fold into something else after a few strokes.

Pleasure.

He holds his nose against my throat as he fucks me with languid strokes. I grip him so tight I must leave marks on his skin. I don’t care. He doesn’t seem to either.

Abel rotates his hips, driving deeper into me. I’m so full with him I feel pinned to the wall behind me.

Chest pressed against my breasts, he grips my hips, dragging me closer. I can feel him trembling, and I wonder if he can feel me doing the same.

“Yes,” he hisses, his fingers wrapping around my throat as he pounds into me. As I meet his eyes, I see his pupils are blown wide, only a small ring of color around the black.

Abel growls, his chest rumbling, and his heated strokes set my body alight again. His teeth elongate, becoming fangs and I feel his teeth against my neck before he breaks the skin. I whimper, not from pain, but from the rush of pleasure that goes through me as he marks me as his. Something warm trickles down my throat.

Blood.

The coppery tang of it fills the air, even though it is only a small amount. Elation rolls through me as he forcefully thrusts deeper inside me. I feel so full of him like this, pinned in place by his thick cock, and I shiver, knowing he can get even bigger. During my heat cycle, Abel’s dick will swell and knot inside me to ensure pregnancy. The females in my old pack told me this, even though none of us were sure I would be able to mate.

I hope I will get to experience this. Simply thinking about it makes my pussy contract, and I squeeze my eyes shut as I go over the edge.

A moment later, his hips stutter as he spills inside me, my pussy milking every last drop from him. He stays locked inside me, his cock plugging my pussy as his forehead rests against mine.

Dizziness washes over me and something slams through my mind. I gasp, ducking my head as it ripples through the rest of my body like an electric current.

Our scents mix and my wolf calls to his. She wants to shift. I want that too, but instead, she lifts her head and howls.

I can sense his wolf, and he’s howling back.

It is as if I am made whole. He slides into my mind easily, filling a little spot at the back as the mating bond fully snaps into place.

As soon as it does, I realize something is deeply wrong. His grip on my neck is tightening, but his emotions are starting to come through the bond. They’re fuzzy at first and then they solidify into something tangible.

Anger.

His fingers squeeze my throat so hard I can’t breathe. I claw at his grip, my mind spiraling into panicas he holds me in place. He’s a full-blooded shifter, stronger than I am and right now, his mind is focused on one thing only—hurting me.

“Abel!” I choke out his name, fighting with everything I have. I can’t get air past his hold and spots are starting to dance across my vision.

His eyes lift and the feral look in them scares me to death. I’m not looking at Abel. I don’t recognize anything about the man staring back at me. Spittle collects at the corner of his mouth as he pushes me harder against the wall, my spine pressed against the wood. He glares at me from under his lids as he continues to squeeze the life out of me.

He’s going to kill me.

I have no idea how the mating bond works, but I know from others in my old pack that it can be used to communicate. I try to beg him in my mind to let me go, but he doesn’t. My wolf whines, but I’m focused on saving my life.

Abel, stop!I repeat in my mind, pushing it out toward his.

He doesn’t. I don’t know if he can hear me, but I’m starting to feel heavy-eyed and dizzy.

I reach for the only other thing that can save me. My magic.

I try to access it, but nothing happens.

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