I sigh and throw my head back as I storm upstairs towards my office.
Slumping down into the office chair I press my face into my hands, resting my elbows on the desk, desperate to feel some kind of relief from any of this.
Beneath the desk my cock is so hard it’s aching. Every time I am around her it gets worse and it takes longer for it to go down again.
I need time away from her.
As a last resort, because really I don’t want her to leave my side, but I have to do this. I pick up the phone and dial my sister, Ruslana.
“Hey, big bro,” she answers with a cheerful lightness in her voice.
“Heya, I have a bit of a favor to ask you. Are you free this afternoon?”
“Well, we have that party tonight—“
“Yes, I know. It’s in connection with the party, actually,” I say, leaning back in the office chair and staring at the white ceiling.
“Alright, what is it?” Ruslana asks. I never ask her for anything, so I think I’ve peaked her interest.
“I want you to take Jade shopping for a new dress for tonight, and shoes and whatever she needs, and help her get ready. I know it’s completely last minute—“
“I’d love to,” she says excitedly.
“Oh, that’s great,” I say with audible relief. “I really appreciate this.”
“Are you kidding? You said shopping, girl time, dressing up—I’m in.” She laughs. “I’ll come fetch her in the next thirty minutes.”
After saying goodbye, I rush downstairs to give Jade a heads up.
She listens to me with a tight mouth.
“Ruslana is going to take me shopping?” she asks. “I can’t afford to go shopping, Radmir. I already explained—“
“I’m giving you my credit card. You can get whatever you want. Seriously. I want you to get out, have some fun, buy something beautiful. Ruslana knows the good places so I asked her to take you. She’s actually pretty excited and said she will be here in the next thirty minutes.”
Jade’s expression seems to relax a little. Her shoulders, coming down a notch from their tense position. She rubs her lips together. “I would like to get out for a while,” she says, more to herself than me. “I’ll go get ready.”
I breathe a heavy sigh of relief. I so desperately need this alone time. And I want her to have fun too. Maybe she will be more relaxed when we meet up again at the party tonight. I can only hope.
Ruslana waves out the window as they turn off the driveway onto the road. I wave back, standing at the door and watching them as they disappear from sight.
My heart is heavy with confusion.
I don’t understand what is going on between Jade and me. She is like this accelerant, poured over me, and all I have to do is light a match to fall madly into her, but there are no matches, and if there were, she would just blow it out the moment I struck it alight.
Stepping back into the house, I sigh and make my way upstairs, I can’t get her out of my mind and by the time I reach my bedroom my cock is hard again.
I strip my clothing off, tossing it around the room as I make my way towards the shower.
I have to deal with this throbbing, persistent issue and seeing as I am the only one in the house, I can find some pleasure in my thoughts of her and I don’t have to hold back on the results.
After the shower I feel better, but I can tell it will only be temporary. Being with her is what I want. This was just a band-aid on a gushing wound. At least my mind is momentarily able to think clearly.
After making a cup of coffee, I head up to the sunroom and stand amongst my orchids, admiring the variety of colors and thinking about her. Always thinking about her.
What is it about her that captivates me so enthusiastically? It’s not just her beauty. She has unparalleled beauty, that much I know, but that isn’t the only thing about her that I am so drawn to.
It’s everything.